Hi my name is Kira. My sister Tara died January 2. It was sudden, with no time to prepare. I had been caring for her for years. We did everything together. We cooked, created our own cookie, we watched movies and played our instruments. We had lots of adventures, to beaches, zoos, hotels for room service, and we were planning a trip to Sesame Place in March when it opens in San Diego. My heart aches that we won't go there or anywhere now. We lived together and my income came from caring for her. She got disability and with my income we paid rent and bills. Well now my income is just done. I'm looking for work but I need to pay bills and next months rent. I need money to move. There is so much to do and I just want to sit down and cry for my sister.