All I ever wanted in life was to be this boy’s mom. I’ll fight for that until my dying breath. 

On Wednesday, July 14 2021 I was given some scary news. 

Life altering news. There is slight progression in my stage IV colon cancer- in my liver and my lymph nodes. If I were to stop treatment right now, I’m told I would only have a few months before things get really bad. That this isn’t going to go away. That the best we can do is keep it stable. I call bullshit. I refuse. I refuse to leave my kid. I refuse to leave this world. I refuse to believe that this is what God has planned for me. 

I need a miracle. I will be making drastic changes to my lifestyle and diet starting now. I should have done it a long time ago but I thought treatment would be enough. I will be searching for alternative therapies and treatments to pair with the chemo. But they are not covered by insurance.

Please pray for me. And if you can, help out.  I need a miracle. My family needs a miracle.