One less asshole in the world
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Hey everybody,
…if I sent you this link .. most likely you have seen or maybe had a clue what went on in my home or noticed the miserable lifeless person I was… my husband has not only sucked the soul out of me but he also had beat my face off of every corner of my own house. My children had to watch a million times while he drug me by my hair from room to room and smacked me, choke me, spit in my face, smash my face off of counters and glass end tables…to say the least..it became longer, more violent and even more unpredictable. I didn’t even fight back anymore, I wanted him to end it whatever way that might be.
Twice within just a few days begging to just let me take the kids to school.I didn’t want them to see it anymore, promising to come right back so he could do what he thought I deserved..and those two days got us to where We did the hardest thing I will have had to do in my life and we left. And we left without anything.. we left under the cracked garage ,out of sight of the cameras, giving us time to get in and turn the locations off and run ! ..bc NO ONE in that family who watched the abuse was going to interfere so we had no safe place with “family”.
We left everything, even a super great job and daycare and even the birthday party things for Phoenix’s bday a few days later.. and that’s ok, bc he is the one sleeping in that house and has to look at those things that can be replaced.
I get to look at my beautiful babies who could never be replaced and show them no one deserves to be mentally, emotionally and physically abused. And no one should have to watch the people they love the most destroy the value of life.
I never thought or wanted my kids to not have a father but I truly Believe he never once thought about my kids having to bury their mother.
If you know me, you know this shit is embarrassing. I have found help in many ways from good family and friends to help us through this. It’s still just the beginning and… now I have found LEGAL aid, which is the next step after finding safety and stability and I need help again.
Unfortunately, he’s unpredictable and we gotta be ready. And the legal help has a quite large retainer fee. But these ladies give me hope that we can put this in the past and focus on the future.
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Bridget C
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Myrtle Beach, SC