Please help me turn my life around

Uhm.. Hi everyone.

First of all, I want to say that I'm sorry. There's probably tons of these "excuses" around here, tons of wrong reasons for being here, and if you feel like I am one of them, feel free to stop reading or clicking away :)

I am a almost 26 year old girl and a mother of a little beauty on 7. My life has been a bumpy one. Abusive relationships, drugs, alcohol, several times rape victim and the list goes on. Today, I am diagnosed with fibromyalgia, bipolar rapid cycling disorder, PTSD, ME, Crohn's disorder, severe anxiety with a nice touch of panic attacks, triple spinal disc herniation, and this also leaves me unable to work. I'm receiving welfare, and I'm able to afford an apartment I share with my landlord and her daughter. My own Angel lives full time with her dad, and he also has full custody due to my economy and tax reasons.

I am unsure of how far you're supposed to go with information, but considering how rude it is to ask in here, every bit should be here..

During my younger years, I couldn't keep track of anything. Money, my health, what kind of men I dated and everything was a blurr. As of today, I'm in huge debts that are growing every day due to interest. (I'm also sorry if my English isn't sufficient, and I'll try to explain as good as possible.) My motorbike that I got from my ex will be sold to cover the debt of insurance I couldn't pay. If I could, I would sell my car, but because of the remote area I live in, I'm dependant on a car to get groceries, see my daughter, show up for my welfare meetings, see my psych and so on.. God help me, my family and especially my beloved dad has helped me so much with money, but of course they could never be able to help me get rid of it..

What I want today.. All I want is to be rid of my debt so I can get shared custody with my daughter, not have this massive shadow hanging over my head and constantly rip up on my bipolar and ME, which leaves me constantly tired and in pain.

You probably have your own problems, and I'm heart broken and ashamed of even thinking about asking in here. But if you can find it on your heart to help me on my way trying to get my life together, you have mine and my daughter's eternal gratitude, even with the smallest amount. If you want to, I do a little wood burning, and I'll make you a custom small sign and ship it to you if you help with more than 50.

But, with little hope, I thank you all, even if you've just taken the time to read some of my story.

Thank you and sorry