I'm a 40 year old male whose has dedicated his life to family and friends. I have spent the last 10 years putting on firework shows for family and friends. This year while inspecting fireworks and timing of certain fireworks, one exploded way before I ever thought it would, exploding in my hands. I have lost many fingers and most of my hearing. I feel like a dumb ass to even ask for help, when what I did was all my own fault and just a bad decision, but unfortunately I still need help. This process has just begun, so I have no idea what the cost will be. Potentially for a prosthetic hand, ambulance bill, hospital bill, icu, physical therapy, more medical bills than I can think of. Everything and anything will help.