Spencer Caffee's funeral expenses

My name is Heather and today I got the call no mother ever wants to hear. My son commited suicide. He hung himself. Leaving me and his sisters and his 3 year old daughter behind shattered. I feel like my soul has been ripped from my chest. Spencer was 21 years old. He has struggled for several years with addiction and severe depression. But he was a wonderful person, he had the biggest heart, especially when it came to animals. He was kind and loving and so smart. My son was no perfect and I am not saying he was , he made  a lot of bad choices but he was and always will be my baby. I was totally unprepared for this. Who plans for their 21 yeaar old to die. I need help very badly. I am stuggling on a day to day basis as I am in college again at 41 trying to give my kids a better life and living paycheck to paycheck. We usually do fine, but this has been a very bad month for me. On June 6th my mother passed away and we had to go from North Carolina to Florida for her and it took every little bit of cushion I had, now my son is gone, the little boy I prayed to God every night to give me and I have no way to pay for his funeral. We will be seeing the funeral home tomorrow at 10 am. He was sent to Bryant Grant funeral home in Franklin NC. Please help us with any thing you can. Thank you and God Bless.