Ariannas wishes

Hi I have a 6 year old daughter her name is arianna she’s always been full of joy and was always happy love to play and learn new things the smartest. She always knew how to put a smile on any ones face at any mood. Man do I miss that beautiful smile and laugh but u know what I love the smile I get every day now and that laugh when u do something.so my baby girl out of no where just stoped walking and was off balance really bad and it looked like her left side of her face was dropping And looked like she had a stroke so I took her in the hospital begging them to do a cat scan because I knew something was wrong at first they said no I had to get another doctor and pretty much gave him no choice and they did a cat scan and man do I hate Covid because once I saw the doctor standing at the door with a folder and asked me to leave my baby to talk I instantly knew something was wrong and I hit the floor praying god to heal her and not take her ! And then doctor said arianna has a brain tumor my heart dropped and tears just ran down my cheeks speechless and alone because Covid and doctor say we’re going to admit her and do mri in the morning. That night I stayed up all night with arianna just playing and coloring and talking and then so fast morning came and they took my baby to put her to sleep to do mri and while they doing all this they tell me there’s a chance she won’t wake up because of her tumor I was so scared I was sitting in the room alone waiting/ praying she would wake up a hour passes and another doctor walks in with the computer and shows me what in my baby girls head and then says I’m extremely sorry to inform you but arianna has dipg it’s an aggressive fast grow incurable brain cancer and she has 6 to 9 months if we’re lucky and we’re going to send her home because there’s nothing more we can do and we will start a six week radiation treatments it’s was all so much I was blocking a lot out because all I heard was my baby my sweet monkey was dieing I hit that floor so hard I hit my head and could not hold that loud terrified scream in anymore and just screamed y and cryed until my baby finally thank god she woke up and she needed me to be the strongest I just held her so tight and kept telling her I loved her I was laying there wondering how I was going to do anything for her with no car I just started crying because i don’t want her living her remaining life in a house I want to go do everything with her I want her to be so Happy and be able to take her to all her treatments I was just falling apart so then we sent us home we started radiation and now we’re three days away to finishing her treatments then off to San Francisco for biopsy and to see is she is approved for clinical trials. #ifightforarianna #enddipg #iloveumoremore #dipgawearness #plsprayforarianna