On Sunday, September 6th, 2020 I lost a huge part of my heart, my first baby and only son. His 3 sisters lost a brother they loved and were close to. My family lost a much loved member whose place cannot be filled. Many others lost an unforgettable friend. On this day Jesse Hill went to be with our Lord, with his Papa and grandparents and his beloved pets who have passed. I know he was welcomed with open arms and he is safe now. So many hearts have been broken, how do we all go on without his infectious sense of humour that could keep us in stitches for hours? He was so smart, talented, gifted. He was meant to have so much more of a life and certainly was never meant to leave us so soon, hurting beyond repair. Jesse is forever 30. His whole persona made him seem so much younger. When he entered a room not only did he brighten it up but his presence filled the whole room. Always smiling and cracking jokes, breaking out into an astonishing dance that rivaled Michael Jackson, giving hugs and telling people he loved them. He was like a little kid, which is why he was so great with kids. He is unforgettable. He was meant for more. I could go on and on, no words can properly describe my son. I have never asked for help, for anything. I am a single mom on ODSP who also tries to hold a part time job. I have a disabled daughter at home who takes all of my time, money and resources. I am struggling to come to terms with such a devastating loss but many people have wanted me to set something up to help me out. I cannot afford a funeral and added expenses. I know how many lives Jesse has touched, how many loved him and how many are just as hurting and devastated as my family and I are. If you can help out I would so appreciate it and I know Jesse would too. I need him to know how many people DID care. God will see and bless everyone who does this for Jesse and his family. I want to thank everyone from the bottom of my heart. This is not something a mother should ever have to do for her child. I had a special bond with Jesse and planning his funeral is the hardest thing I have ever done. I'm a very strong person but this has broken me. To have some of this burden lifted will mean the world to me. Any money collected above and beyond funeral expenses will be donated to charities that help those with addictions and mental health issues