Help get Courtney home

If vulnerability is courage then this is quite possibly as courageous as I’m ever gonna be... I want to go home. It has become apparent that no matter how many people tell me they love me or that I’m amazing, no matter how hard I work or workout, how big my biceps are or even how many abs I’ve got…it is just never enough. I need to eat pray love and find out what is. Compounded with GREAT fears of what will happen with the pandemic here in the winter and it becoming increasingly difficult to get home at all, I need to try before it becomes impossible. 

My time in Amsterdam thus far has been amazing. I have had some of the most incredible experiences that have evidently changed the course of my life forever. I have and do whole heartedly love everyone I have spent time with along this journey and with the support of many of those people I have significantly gown as a person. So much so that I am able to make this very difficult decision to go home, be safe, rest and take the time to love myself. Sand under my feet, sun on my skin and my people by my side. 

I am super proud of everything I have achieved and built in Amsterdam. The F45 here will always be my baby and I have full confidence in the team to maintain that excellence while I’m gone. I am extremely grateful for the support of F45 in Amsterdam who are allowing me whatever time I need and leaving the door open for me to return when that time comes. I have applied for an exemption to enter Western Australia based on carer’s leave for my brother. Which I believe will be granted. The first flight I can get into Perth is October 17th and it is 5 thousand Euro (8k AU) and then another lazy 3k for quarantine fee which I don’t really have laying around so I am going to the karma bank to cash in every little bit of karma i have and I’m asking for your help. They say you get one crowd fund me in your life....and I need it now