HEART PROBLEMS...

I am raising money for my little family and my household I have been out of work for almost 2 weeks due to a minor heart attack and really really bad panic attacks I have never ever felt these in my entire life until that one morning my first thought was how am I going to take care of my son missing all this work am I a shity dad because I can't watch him overnight cuz I'm scared I won't wake up thank you to who all who read this God bless everyone life is preciousI have been in and out of the ER three times in one week this is not a joke and I am really losing myself right now and hate asking for help....thankyouagain