Help a fathers ability to build for his girls...

My name is Derrick Jackson. I'm a father of 4 girls who lives in Houston Texas. To say things are easy would be a lie. But I'm trying. Honestly... I'm a felon. I made mistakes back in 1997 which i can't get past in 2020. I'm 42 years old. I've not done alot in life but i have big dreams and goals. Mainly i want to be a great example to my girls. I want them to see that i fell but i never gave up even with the weights on my shoulders. Ma'am i heard that you help people who deserve help. Not saying I'm entitled to anything, but I'll hoping for some help. Currently I'm a photographer in HoustonTexas. Been doing it for about 2yrs or so, and I'm good at it. I can't afford the great equipment others have, but still i produce wonderful images. But i could really use the help to be able to provide for my girls. I'm Currently getting around on a 50cc TaoTao scooter. It needs work, but it gets me to...shoots when they come up. I had my 3 lenses which were gifted to me from another. My 70-200mm Canon.. My 85mm Canon and my 50mm Canon. However someone desired to steal my 85mm and my 70-200mm. These were my bread winners so without them my images have slacked. I really need help getting back so i can help myself. I'm not going to complain about my transportation nor my living. I know God has a plan for me. When I'm back to doing weddings I'll get me another Rv and love from this hole. Then I'll be able to freely have my girls close by and safe when they visit. I don't know if anyone can help me, but thank you for your time