Help The Family Of Tracie Jayne Jacob

Many of you who knew my mother and loved her so dearly are aware that she sadly lost her battle with the horrific COVID-19 on Saturday 4th April at 11am. My mum had underlying health issues, one being vasculitis, but she always survived and got through anything and everything life threw at her she was so strong... she was super women! My mum was asked to sign a form while in hospital agreeing to no ventilation and resuscitation, despite her not wanting to sign it, as she told them she had a daughter at home that needed her! She was absolutely broken when they told her they wouldn’t resuscitate her. My mum was so kind, caring, loving, selfless and many more wonderful things, she really was the definition of PERFECT! Although my mum had many health issues she was always smiling and liked to live her life to the fullest! As she always said you never know what’s around the corner... and she was right. Many of you who knew my mum knew how inseparable we were, she was apart of me and I was apart of her, we came as a pair and our bond was so special and strong. Having autism she’s always loved and protected me from the day I was born, she’d do anything and everything for me! She was my career, she cared for me mentally and I cared for her physically. Loosing a mother is hard for anyone, but having autism makes it 100000X worse! I know that this wasn’t her time, I know she didn’t want to leave me. She’s always looked after me no matter how far or near she was, I was always her number one priority. Even though she’s gone i know she’ll still be worrying about me and I know although she’s with our loved ones up in heaven and free of illness, she won’t be happy to be there, she’ll be watching down on me breaking my heart and she’ll broken herself knowing she’s had to leave me behind and she’s not here to comfort her baby. She always said to me no matter how big or old I get she’ll always see me as her little girl. Now wasn’t her time to leave this earth, she had so many plans and things she still wanted to do, she still had so much life left in her to live! She was murdered by this virus and she was let down by the hospital. I feel like my whole world has fallen apart, it really is soul destroying! I’m sure my kind hearted mother has helped and supported many of you at some point. The very least my mum deserves is the most perfect and beautiful send off, just like her and that’s what I want to give her! Due to this life destroying virus i may not be able to give her the big beautiful send off she deserves and my wishes won’t be able to be fulfilled for her with all these rules and regulations regarding this horrific virus! Which is going to make the grieving process 100x worse not being able to say goodnight to her in the way I wanted to! My mum was very spiritual and she believed that once you cross over and became angel, your body is nothing but an empty shell. Once life can go back to normal I want to throw my mum a BIG party, a celebration of her life and what a wonderful amazing perfect women she was! So everyone who knew her can all come together and celebrate since numbers are limited to 9 for funerals. I know she’ll be there celebrating with us, my mum always loved a good party and all the planning that comes with it, she loved to be social and she loved her music more than anything and having a boogie! I want to create some sort of memorial for her in the home that she loved so much and worked so hard to have, somewhere where I can go and talk to her when I need her most. My mum always helped others and she wanted for nothing. She always did so much for me and others, so now I want to do something wonderful for her to show her how much I loved her and appreciated her and for everyone else to show their love and appreciation for everything she’s done for so many people! My mum worked so hard all her life from as young as a teenager, it burnt her when she got poorly and she couldn’t work anymore. Since becoming poorly she never had any savings or money put a side for something like this, as she never thought this would happen to her at the young age of 46. Any help towards the cost of giving her the most amazing send off / perfect celebration of life party/ memorial service would be much appreciated however big or small.