I really hate asking anyone for help but I now need a lot of help. I have worked for the School District for 30 years and have coached Youth Soccer for even longer as a volunteer and was injured on the job and placed on light duty well this week I was informed that my light duty was up and I am no longer receiving any money at all from the school district or anywhere for that matter and I applied for Medi-Cal which I was excepted but now I cannot even pay for that nor the rent at the end of the month. I feel really bad that I’ve helped so many people and so many kids who have Situations worse than mine throughout the years that I still can’t do it because I have no income I’ve had to go to seek a lawyer to try to get some kind of disability but not sure how that’s gonna work yet. I am worried depressed and scared of the future and don’t know what to do and that’s why I came to go fund me with maybe some help. I really cannot go out and get another job because I have a shoulder injury prevent me from lifting. I was scheduled for shoulder surgery but now I’m kind of in limbo because I can’t even get drugs to help me get better so I’ve had to cut back on my insulin my pills etc. which I know is not good but I’ve got no choice call. It’s gotten so bad and sometimes I just want to end it all but I hope people can help me a little bit I appreciate anything and everything you can do