Leaving Adult Work

Hello, 
BACKSTORY
To start with we have dissociative identity disorder which is important for context . See that linked video made by someone else until we film our video asking for support. 

We were on disability benefits in Washington state as a minor. We lost benefits in adulthood and were able to work small jobs up until we had a feeding tube placed.
Our youtube linkedhere;  provides full transparency of all the trauma that has happened in the past seven months from getting sober, being assaulted, having a gofundme for court funds which did raise $500. We used that money and still had to pay out of pocket for the rest of the costs after being homeless and winning our case. We had another which didn't raise hardly anything. But we were grateful.

Our biological mother stepped in to help get us to Georgia and then we had an online stalker post a craiglist ad we had posted which released which city we were in. This stalking still to this day has not let up. We have contacted the FBI and they did nothing. Said we would have to do a civil suit to get a protection order which we already just had to do against our domestic abuser. (We won the case and have a five year protection order)  Being accused of abusing the service dog who was being rehomed and have been a survivor of online stalking The Screenshot of Craiglist Ad Leak 


ADULT WORK: 

We don't want this post to get flagged because we feel that it likely will. We would like Gofundme and the readers to do their own research about the disability aid in USA. The funding is small, you can't have a certain amount of money in your savings account, the process of applying can take years to be approved.  We never got benefits when our biological mother applied for us and never got a rejection letter when we applied almost three years ago. 

As a result, we a survivor childhood sexual abuse knew that we could make money in the adult world so we had been for six years. Process that; we had to put our trauma aside for six years to have income so that we could have any chance at making a life for ourselves because the government aid NEVER contacted us back with even a rejection the first or second time applying. 

This is our white flag. We need to leave the adult industry.  

PHYSICAL HEALTH COMPLICATIONS

We had a GJ tube placed for gastroparesis and need to have surgery for the replacement soon. We have a heart condition which means we faint, we have a service dog in training after having our last one flunk out of training. We have a genetic condition known as H-EDS which causes our joints to dislocate, sublux, and its so challenging among the mental health complications.

MENTAL HEALTH COMPLICATIONS

We see a therapist 2x a week which is covered by insurance. She is helping us this upcoming week get in contact with people get put on social security benefits faster and not get lost in the system. 

NEEDS

We do not need to pay rent for the next two months luckily. We have housing for the time being. We have our feeding tube supplies. We do however need to save the money that we do earn through this gofundme for housing and to get on our feet after these two months and while waiting for disability benefits to come through. 

We Have
Income through: Modeling that we have done or still can feel comfortable doing 
Patreon.com/musecreations where we make about $49 ish dollars a month via patreons to our Youtube Channel. 
We have an etsy we were trying to start up but havent had sales in a month musecreationsstore.etsy.com/