Remembering a Love Of A Lifetime

On November 14th, 2019, my beloved Trevor took his own life in our home. He struggled with depression, anxiety, and questioned his purpose in life. Despite our difficulties, I loved him dearly, even if he couldn't see it. But I do know, that he truly loved me, with all that he had, to the end. Now, I am having touble getting money together for his funeral arrangements. His life insurance I did try to have was denied, due to his health issues. Trevor and I talked about it numerous times, and he wanted to be cremated, with his ashes spread in Florida. I'm just trying to get help right now getting him cremated and have an ID viewing of his body. Right now, my last memory of him, is me breaking into the door, failing to save him, and having him die in front of me. I feel that I need that closure, to see his body, one more time, in a better way, just as if he is sleeping. It's a little more money, but I can't put a price on that peace of mind. I need helping paying for this, and gathering the money as soon as possible. I want to do right by him, and go to Florida, which I will in time. Right now, it's just trying to get his body taken care of. I'll be moving before the end of the month and have other services to handle with the informal memorial service, so anything you can give, I will be forever grateful. I know Trevor didn't always feel the love, but now is the time to come together, for his family and mine. I can't stress how much I need help with this right now. Anything you can give will be helpful, generous and appreciated. Trevor wasn't perfect, but he was human. He loved me like I was his partner, his friend, his soulmate. Help me to love him back, even in death, and to put his soul to rest.