hi everyone, i’m raising funds towards top surgery. i desperately need this procure. it’s a struggle every day for me just to go about the most mundane things. getting out of bed, getting dressed, showering, going outside for any reason, exercising, changing into my work uniform at my locker. i can’t comfortably do any of these things. on even the hottest days of the year, i still have to wear a binder to leave my apartment, and a thick enough shirt with longer sleeves and a crew neck to cover it…. oh and don’t even think about going swimming! here in seattle it’s rain and gloom 9 months out of ty the year, but i can’t even enjoy the days of summer. 
for awhile i even started using tape instead because binding has caused me so much chronic physical pain. instead of causing me more chronic pain from restricted movement, it left me with scars all over my chest. i just want to be done with all this. i can’t live like this anymore. it took a lot for me to come out, but i can’t even appreciate it because i constantly feel the need to hide myself from the world. i want to feel like a whole human being.