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Extensive Therapy for the Butlers

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Raised by 38 people in 3 months

Hi, friends. We are Stan and Dana Butler. We live in Highlands Ranch, Colorado, with our kiddos, Isaac (7), and Maia (4). 

Why GoFundMe?
As a family, we've found ourselves in the last 6 - 8 weeks at a genuine crisis point, and that's our reason for launching this GoFundMe campaign -- which we've never in a bazillion years dreamed we'd do.

I'll try to explain.

We've known for some time that both our children have special needs, and we've been providing treatment and obtaining resources for them as we've been able for going on 3 years now.

But over the last 8 or 9 months (and then still more in the last 2 - 3) those needs have become so intense that they are dramatically impacting our family's ability to simply function in day-to-day life. As in... (and this is so hard to say out loud)... we can't actually keep going like this. 

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Our Kids' Needs
Our sweet Isaac has several diagnoses -- High-functioning Autism, OCD, PTSD, Generalized Anxiety Disorder. His anxiety has recently become so paralyzing, even doing all we can with medications and therapy, that we've had to completely remove him from school and begin using our school district's electronic school option from home.  Over the next year, we need to approximately quadruple the amount of therapy he's receiving for his anxiety.

His Autism-related sensory struggles impact his eating habits dramatically, which is affecting his health. He needs occupational therapy to help deal with his sensory processing challenges. We've gotta get this beloved kiddo on the road toward being healthier on multiple levels.

Our Maia-papaya has some very significant special needs going on as well, and while they are becoming more intense and clearly present by the month, they are less clearly *defined* at this point. Hence, her new therapist is asking that we obtain 2, possibly 3 different diagnostic evaluations for her. These assessments, in and of themselves, are financially overwhelming. 

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A Window Into Our Lives
Due to the sensitivity of some of our children's challenges, I can't share a lot of details, and I've tried to not actually come out and publicly SAY, not fully, anyway, how hard things are for us these days. But I did write a more detailed version of what our lives are like these days for those of you who're interested -- you can read that here if you'd like. 

For now though, I'll say that the ways our children's individual challenges interact together make our home life intense like I cannot describe. Stan and I are both under physicians' treatment for anxiety, and I struggle with some depression as well. I have also been on a journey with my neurologist to find solutions for debilitating migraines for over 3 years now. These issues are all primarily stress- and exhaustion-induced and began when Isaac's special needs first surfaced just over 3 years ago. 
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It's Go Time
At any rate, Stan and I have committed to spending this entire year focusing hardcore on addressing the mental/emotional/neurological wellbeing of our family. We genuinely have no other option.

I have recently ended my employment as the worship pastor on staff at our church so that I can focus my entire time and energy on this.

Insurmountable
Several days ago, though, I was driving around, honestly at the end of myself, just weeping, asking God how in the world we were going to afford even a fraction of the treatments we need for our children (let alone for Stan and myself).

The cost of these therapies and diagnostic evaluations is nothing short of mind-boggling. The amount of the financial loan Stan and I were talking about obtaining to pay for it all - just one year of thorough, intentional treatment for our family - it took my breath away. We were talking years, decades maybe, of paying it off. 

And as I cried and prayed, this thought, out of nowhere, settled in my heart -- "ASK. Ask for help. Your friends love you."

And as utterly uncomfortable as it made me, after a heck of a lot more prayer and conversation with my husband, here I am, swallowing an initial reaction that was some kinda mixture of pride and terror.

Asking. 

Regarding Oxygen Masks
Therapists and doctors lately keep telling Stan and me all this stuff about putting on our own oxygen masks first. That this is a genuine crisis. So while I still wouldn't say we're putting our own needs first, we're trying not to ignore them anymore, either, as you'll see in the detailed list of projected expenses for one year of extensive therapy that follows.

(Maia's therapist is all over us about obtaining weekly respite care, or bi-weekly at minimum, so we can have desperately-needed time away from the kids, especially now that I don't have any alone time anymore. Read the more detailed story for the layers of difficulty around doing that.)

Our story is an insanely long one, so I'll stop for now, and I'll give you a picture of our precise diagnostic/therapeutic needs and their projected prices for one year of treatment (along with a couple of other misc. needs).

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Therapeutic Needs and Projected Costs for One Year:

Neurofeedback ** for all 4 of us (40 sessions per child; 30 per adult):  $19,200

Maia's evaluations (combined cost): $6,700 (one-time expense)

Maia's weekly therapy: $6,500 (for entire year)

Isaac's weekly therapy: $2,400 (for entire year)

Isaac's monthly psychiatrist appt: $600 (for entire year)

Dana's medication increase (see detailed post): $600 (for entire year)

Respite care (every other week): $2,500 (for entire year)

Total Need for One Year: $38,500
*We will also likely need to pursue another developmental eval for Isaac this year, now that he's older. He was 4 when he had his last one.
Additional Cost: $3,000


**Neurofeedback is fascinating. If you're unfamiliar with it, click the link above for more info. It's been proven to extensively improve migraines, anxiety,  Autism-related difficulties, emotional dysregulation, and so many other behavioral symptoms that result from trauma. It's absolutely incredible how a Neuro technician can read and re-train the brain's performance.

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Your Partnership Means More
Anyway, friends, thank you so, so much for taking the time to read a little about our family, and for considering helping us as we pursue breakthrough in our family's health this year.

GoFundMe's minimum donation is $5. Even that much is so helpful -- feeling your partnership with us means so much more than the dollar amount.

We'd also so much appreciate your prayers as you think of us. And, if you're willing, would you share our story with your friends who might have a desire to help by contributing financially, and/or by praying for our family? It'd mean so much to us.

Thanks again, y'all. So very, very much. <3

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Hey, dear ones. A (hopefully quick-ish) update for you:

My mom's still here - 5 & 1/2 days to go. It's been the best gift from Jesus, having her with us. My goodness.

Stan has started neurofeedback therapy. We are so grateful he's able to move in this direction - he needs it badly.

Isaac had his occupational therapy eval, and I'm waiting to hear back from his OT with a final report and an official start date. Should be any day now. Isaac really likes her, enjoys her office and sensory gym, and can't wait to get started. I can't wait either, as he needs this type of help on so many fronts.

Maia had part two of her 4-part eval today. Parts 3 and 4 are scheduled in March. So grateful to be gaining ground, moving toward answers for her. I really like the folks at this clinic we're using for her.

We've been able to schedule a much-needed evaluation for Isaac at the same clinic. Waiting list for this eval is longish, so we're looking at late April. Not as long of a wait as it could be, so I'm thankful.

A sweet friend private messaged me these kind thoughts today and it about undid me, being seen like this, having our journey articulated and affirmed like this:

"Hey friend, seeing you run after wholeness and wellness for you and Stan and your kiddos brings me to tears (the good kind). Thank you for being authentic and for choosing health and help and diagnosis. The trenches suck a lot and you're giving your kiddos and yourself and your marriage such a precious gift."

Anyway -- YOU ALL are a piece of all this forward movement for us. Your role is *critical.* Your continued prayers, friendship, checking in, financial generosity -- ALL of it -- is keeping us going through a really tough season.

SO, thank you, friends, more than I can say. We love you so very much.

~Dana, for all of us

PS. Any continued sharing of our updates that you feel compelled to do is always so helpful. Thanks, y'all. <3
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Hi, dear ones. Y'all, I'm encouraged. Again, I'll try to make this brief-ish.

1. We experienced part 1 of a 4-part developmental eval for Maia yesterday. It was 3 hours long. I'm super impressed and blessed by clinic/doctors doing the evaluation for her. They seem to be absolutely great, handled Maia beautifully at an emotional level, asked me excellent questions and listened SO well. Wonderful experience. They seem to really know their stuff, too.

2. Isaac's been having a really rough time lately with his anxiety and some other related symptoms. Last night I asked some friends very specifically for prayer, and today has been night-and-day better, which is extra-amazing because he did NOT get enough sleep last night. Insomnia. So for him to have this great of a day is just incredible. It's Jesus.

3. A couple of donations have come in today for us that have brought our campaign total riiiiiight up to the edge of our first 10 grand (!!!). Anyone(s) wanna help put us over that mark today? :-D I will non-embarrassingly celebrate the heck outa you on Facebook if you do (unless you'd rather be anonymous, of course). ;)

Thanks again for being with us in all of this, friends. Y'all bless my heart, are tangibly loving my family with the love of Christ, like I almost can't even handle. <3
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Hey, you guys. I'm gonna try to write an update without writing a novel. Here goes:

1. When y'all pray, things get better. I've made it through this day, the hardest part of it, with my sanity. :) Thank you. Thank God.

2. The place where we are having Maia's evals done - they were going to be able to get us in in April... but today they had a cancellation, and we now get to begin her evaluations... NEXT. WEEK. This is unheard of. And amazing. And a complete, total answer to prayer.

Thank you so much for giving, and praying, and continuing to share our story. I'm undone by God's kindness to us, through you all. Just... thank you all. I can't say it enough.
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We've had a pretty incredible first fundraising day, y'all. We're at $2,660 total, from 11 donors. Thank you SO much to those of you who've contributed - you're moving our family toward getting the help we need to begin to heal. Remember - even a $5 or $10 donation makes a real difference!

By way of a quick update, tomorrow, Maia has her first appointment with her new therapist, who is, like, jaw-on-floor excellent. Wednesday, Isaac has an initial Occupational Therapy evaluation with an OT, one of the most reputable in the state of CO.

We're relieved to be moving forward with these types of help for our little ones.

Thanks so much to those of you who're continuing to move us forward by praying, and by sharing our campaign or telling your friends about it however you'd like.

Thank you SO much for the part you're playing in our journey, friends. We love you guys!
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