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Hello there, my name is Khari Jamal Boyd. I’m a 32 year old red pilled Afghanistan (OEF) combat veteran living in Philadelphia, PA, USA.

I’m a red pilled survivor of genital mutilation and childhood molestation, both of which I only learned about in the past 3 ½ years but I have suffered from depression for the vast majority of my life. I had my first suicidal thoughts at the age of 6. I have also endured several additional less serious but still psychologically harmful forms of abuse. When I confronted my family about it I was ignored, told to get over it since I can’t change the past, gas-lighted and they have tried manipulating me into lying to the government.
Once a soldier, always a soldier! Integrity is a core value of the military and I know for a fact my traumas are not combat related. I will not lie to cheat the system, period! At least this way people can willingly choose to support me.

I wanted to sue, taking advantage of the equal protection clause of the US constitution and the anti-FGM law, the latter of which was recently ruled unconstitutional. Combine this with the statue of limitations and difficulty in finding a legal team willing to take on a case; I have painfully decided not to pursue a lawsuit anymore.
In lieu of this my new priority is to get away from my abusive family so I can focus on things I need to do in peace and silence to start slowly rebuilding my life. I also have plans to get involved in men's rights including starting a local/regional intactivist organization.

I’ve decided to keep things relatively simple here but if you’d like to learn more about my traumas and how they have harmed me, click the link below.
https://futuristiccybergod17.tumblr.com/post/175797524089/my-original-statement

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For your researching convenience
A list of some of the psychologically harmful things I’ve identified in my childhood, contributing to my complex PTSD with supporting links
Male genital mutilation (MGM) https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/moral-landscapes/201501/circumcision-s-psychological-damage
MGM 2 https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/moral-landscapes/201109/circumcision-social-sexual-psychological-realities
MGM 3 http://www.cirp.org/library/psych/
MGM 4 https://circumcision.org/psychological-effects/ 
MGM 5 https://circumcision.org/circumcision-permanently-alters-the-brain/ 
Childhood molestation https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/somatic-psychology/201303/trauma-childhood-sexual-abuse
Poverty https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2015/07/150720115142.htm 
Lack of good father figure/male role model https://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2518247/Growing-father-permanently-alter-BRAIN-Fatherless-children-likely-grow-angry-turn-drugs.html 
Fathers 2 http://fathers.com/statistics-and-research/the-consequences-of-fatherlessness/ 
Male postpartum abandonment syndrome, a consequence of infant male genital mutilation https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yPO3lMqvboY 
Single feminist mothers https://radicalcapitalist.org/2017/07/14/single-motherhood-and-feminism-ruin-children/ 
Black children have the highest abuse rates https://www.firststar.org/black-children-have-highest-abuse-rates/ 
Emotional abuse http://preventchildabuse.org/resource/preventing-emotional-abuse/ 
Narcissism https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/romance-redux/201609/8-common-long-lasting-effects-narcissistic-parenting 
Narcissism 2 https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/insight-is-2020/201405/narcissistic-parents-psychological-effect-their-children 
Gaslighting https://www.goodtherapy.org/blog/psychpedia/gaslighting 
Gaslighting 2 https://www.goodtherapy.org/blog/gaslighting-a-slow-burning-emotional-abuse-tactic-0121154 
Spousification of sons https://homeiswherethehateis.wordpress.com/2014/01/15/singlemompsychology/?fbclid=IwAR1lqOgKGBYVkhwiJqdT44AOICkq4JC39JAV1ZIgLF7F5SxtbA2maOEg5Hw 
Gynocentrism in schools, male bashing https://www.telegraph.co.uk/men/thinking-man/11747413/We-must-stop-indoctrinating-boys-in-feminist-ideology.html 
The war on boys http://ideas.time.com/2013/08/19/school-has-become-too-hostile-to-boys/

I can’t prove it but I also have evidence that I may have been born left handed and forced to convert to my right hand, which also has psychological consequences.
http://www.jneurosci.org/content/30/9/3271
https://wasioabbasi.wordpress.com/2011/08/08/never-force-left-handed-child-to-be-right-handed/
https://www.press.jhu.edu/news/blog/stuttering-and-%E2%80%9Cretraining%E2%80%9D-left-handed-children-mid-century-us

My ACE score is 7.
https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2015/03/02/387007941/take-the-ace-quiz-and-learn-what-it-does-and-doesnt-mean
https://acestoohigh.com/
https://acestoohigh.com/?s=got+your+ace+score%3F&submit=Search

Thank you for your consideration. If you can’t donate, please at least share. If I can get just 5,000 people to donate $10 each I will have reached my new goal. All I need is a financial buffer to get away from these toxic people so I can focus on healing in peace without being pressured and gas-lighted, doing what I need to do and getting back into the work force.


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