Please help me bury my murdered son

My son was murdered Dec.28 .33 days after his 33rd Birthday. Just weeks after I buried my mom.His mother passed away in May of 2018" in his arms"! He carried that memory with him each and every day. I believe the reason he called me the Saturday before he was killed was because of that memory and just wanted to make sure I was ok. We were to get together to shoot pool at my brothers,  his uncle but he never returned  the call. Although we didn't talk every day when we did before we'd hang up the phone we tell each other,"Love you man".It still remains although he's no longer here. I just don't have all that needed to lay my sons "spiritual vessel to rest"and on its jouney. Please if there's anyone out there that's able to help please,"Will you"? Thank you and keep all those prayers coming, our family members and I need them. Some people may have seen my interview on television and think those organizations that I've reached out to have done a lot for this effort but seeing there's been such a need here in the passing months their assistance was minimal. So that's my reason for reaching out this way to complete this effort.