Love for Baby Taliah

My life changed on May 21rst 2016 when Baby Taliahs eyes looked slowly at me with a smile that melted my soul. In a million seconds and a million moments I fell in love with her, my Taliah, my pikachu.

There was so many things goin on in my life at the time, but I registered into college and was determined to do everything and anything for her.  

She would watch as I talk to her dad or my sister over the phone and was always curious. Once she saw the puppy face on snapchat, the future actress/phone model was born. T he cutest little giggle & amazement in her eyes.

Taliah and her daddy had a love/hate relationship. Whenever she woke up and daddys holding her, she would cry until she heard his voice and focused on his face. Only then would she realize it was daddy and snuggle into his chest with a huge smile.

We talked about everything that was going to happen in the month of January and excited to start our new journey into 2017.  

We were at Grama and Grampa's house for the holidays. On New Years day morning, I woke up to check on her to see if she needed a fresh diaper, I have a thing about her being wet, it was around 8:40am. When I kissed her cheek, my lips fell on cold skin. I picked her up and she didnt really move at my touch.

My heart pounded so loud I couldnt hear anything. I picked her up and with pain and panic in my voice, I screamed out to my fiance, " The babys not breathing, shes not breathing"!!!
He ran and put the comforter on the floor as I started CPR. The whole house woke up in a panic. 911 had already dispatched the ambulance.

My heart was crashing, my brain told me to follow procedure, my eyes couldnt see past the stream of tears that spilled over my face that was on fire from seeing her body under my hands, and still... not a breath, its 9:15 by now. 

As we tried and tried until the EMT took over, all I could do was cry so loud I wanted God to hear me. My mother-in-law grouped all 11 of us, then we prayed the lords prayer. I could hear the EMT trying their best, but at 10am... on that Sunday morning... New Years day for 2017... "MY" Taliah was given her wings.

I always heard stories about a mothers broken heart but I never thought I would be 1 of them so soon.

These are the heartfelt words documented from babys mother and father, Arianna S Lauano & Oge A Nua (III).
 
A loving Tribute to our only grandaughter,                 
Taliah Hamaseu Nuanuaolefeagaiga. My family and I are advocating for SIDS Awareness for all mothers, family, friends, and ANYONE who can relate.

Were asking our family and friends to Please Share so we can be able to put baby Taliah to rest peacefully and help my son & his fiance have peace in their hearts as well as their minds.
For everyone who has taken the time to share your love, we thank you with all the love and tears for your gracious donations. We love you all for your support.

God Bless.