New Heart For the Liberty

This is a campaign to raise money for my car. Mid way through last year my Subaru Liberty GT Premium; my dream car blew up. The engine developed a severe knock from what is likely a warped cylinder bore or shattered piston, it has additionally blown the turbo. To rebuild, tune and repair the vehicle is quoted at just under $10000, an amount insurmountable to myself. A vehicle is entirely necessary to a functioning life and it is immensely difficult to even leave my house. I am left stranded in my own residence unable to socialise or work, unable to create leisure or even get groceries. I am currently suffering through several debilitating mental illnesses and excessive debt, I have been through hospital and mental health clinics on multiple occasions. I have no means of transport and am entirely unfit for work, I hope that the repair of my car would allow me to improve upon my condition and indeed return to working capacity. I have very little to offer in the way of re-compensation or thanks, I have very little to offer as a person I feel. But if there's anything I am able to do for anyone in Perth in exchange I would. I wish for nothing more than my car and my health, unfortunately I believe the lack of working vehicle or occupation is hindering my ability to live. Any and all support will mean so much to me that I am incapable of expressing it in text, this vehicle is my passion and my baby. I have little if not my car and my friends, though the latter appear to disappear these days. This car is something I treasure so dearly, something I could get in and head off for an hour; voices screaming in my head for death or panic, misconstrued viewpoints, unfounded inferences of others feelings. This was a car that quietened all those voices, let me live on and enjoy. But as it stands those voices shout louder then ever, I don't nearly have enough strength to surpass these for much longer, so I wish for what can pull me out. Death seems easier honestly, but I can't do it because I might disappoint. If you would rather try and help labor wise or be a friend I am entirely open and would greatly appreciate all support. I really don't want to be alone and isolated anymore, I've known no worse feelings in my life than this soul shattering emptiness. I am a real and genuine person, I am terrified of people thinking differently of me, but I am desperate. https://www.facebook.com/wozza1566   
The car as she stood working.


The long saddening drive home with my broken girl.


As she sits now, in shambles and unmoving.


Hospital admission band from first visit.