DV survivor, advocate and caregiver
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I have Faith and Love for the Lord Jesus Christ for He carried me through it all.
Almost two years ago, I stopped working for another. The reasons include long term physical disabilities and pain, mental impairments due to Domestic Violence mostly in the form of emotional abuse and control. Not long after a painful divorce, I realized that working as I was costing more than I was earning. I had no idea that my switching from self employment away from home to attempting to work from home would have sparked such a reaction as it did. I've been working on a bad ankle and back for many years, in pain most days..My child's needs were of concern, I received no help from her father when I tried to address them. My Self and child had to be more important than working, it was that dire. I made a decision based on RIGHT and not fear. I trusted God to continue to guide me..I took a leap of faith. People's judgements about my decision, without understanding or even trying to understand why, became evident and I found myself the target of a horrible emotional, legal and personal attack, by people who themselves were victims and who are known as Flying Monkeys in Narcissistic terms. I know, because I was a Flying Monkey a time or two. I unknowingly helped someone to do what was done to me a long time ago. This time, It was Malicious, intentional, painful and about Money, manipulation, greed and secrets (perhaps that's what it was about then too. It hurt me and my daughter deeply. People who wished to punish me, went for the jugular and this is where I am Now. If you know me, you know what happened. I realize that most of us have been going through some of the most trying times of our lives, many are healing, many are dying. My problems are nothing compared to some and I recognize that.
I just want to go home. God saw it all and will judge it accordingly.
If it's in your heart to help at all, You can help by praying for healing for us, sending a few dollars or buying or just sharing these products. My story isn't over, God turns everything into Good, I AM no exception, neither are you. Thank You for Reading and May God Bless You I'm not a Victim, I am donating whatever I have left in my home ( I've sold most of what I can), I've picked up my Cross and I hope Jesus will lead me home and to a place where I can feel happy in this world again for longer than a few hours at a time. I pray God to help me as I cannot see how to do all this on my own asking for help is so hard. I take responsibility for the things I have done, everyone will one day, which is why I forgive and pray for all the people I watched do the wrong thing, for the wrong reasons..I know what that's like too, hopefully I am done paying for my sins.
Purchasing products from
www.myrainlife.com/mistilyn would also help me greatly and will help You or someone you love directly through powerful seed nutrition, all natural powerful anti-inflammatory. Distributors for Rain International earn money in a conscientious way, that helps others exponentially. The products provide benefits that far outweigh their cost. You can become a distributor for less than a one time payment of $40 for your website.
You can learn about Rain Products, buy or become a distributor Here my contact information is on the website, I would be happy to answer any questions that I can. www.myrainlife.com/mistilyn
my email address is on the site above.
Almost two years ago, I stopped working for another. The reasons include long term physical disabilities and pain, mental impairments due to Domestic Violence mostly in the form of emotional abuse and control. Not long after a painful divorce, I realized that working as I was costing more than I was earning. I had no idea that my switching from self employment away from home to attempting to work from home would have sparked such a reaction as it did. I've been working on a bad ankle and back for many years, in pain most days..My child's needs were of concern, I received no help from her father when I tried to address them. My Self and child had to be more important than working, it was that dire. I made a decision based on RIGHT and not fear. I trusted God to continue to guide me..I took a leap of faith. People's judgements about my decision, without understanding or even trying to understand why, became evident and I found myself the target of a horrible emotional, legal and personal attack, by people who themselves were victims and who are known as Flying Monkeys in Narcissistic terms. I know, because I was a Flying Monkey a time or two. I unknowingly helped someone to do what was done to me a long time ago. This time, It was Malicious, intentional, painful and about Money, manipulation, greed and secrets (perhaps that's what it was about then too. It hurt me and my daughter deeply. People who wished to punish me, went for the jugular and this is where I am Now. If you know me, you know what happened. I realize that most of us have been going through some of the most trying times of our lives, many are healing, many are dying. My problems are nothing compared to some and I recognize that.
I just want to go home. God saw it all and will judge it accordingly.
If it's in your heart to help at all, You can help by praying for healing for us, sending a few dollars or buying or just sharing these products. My story isn't over, God turns everything into Good, I AM no exception, neither are you. Thank You for Reading and May God Bless You I'm not a Victim, I am donating whatever I have left in my home ( I've sold most of what I can), I've picked up my Cross and I hope Jesus will lead me home and to a place where I can feel happy in this world again for longer than a few hours at a time. I pray God to help me as I cannot see how to do all this on my own asking for help is so hard. I take responsibility for the things I have done, everyone will one day, which is why I forgive and pray for all the people I watched do the wrong thing, for the wrong reasons..I know what that's like too, hopefully I am done paying for my sins.
Purchasing products from
www.myrainlife.com/mistilyn would also help me greatly and will help You or someone you love directly through powerful seed nutrition, all natural powerful anti-inflammatory. Distributors for Rain International earn money in a conscientious way, that helps others exponentially. The products provide benefits that far outweigh their cost. You can become a distributor for less than a one time payment of $40 for your website.
You can learn about Rain Products, buy or become a distributor Here my contact information is on the website, I would be happy to answer any questions that I can. www.myrainlife.com/mistilyn
my email address is on the site above.
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Misty Fredricks
Organizer
Cheney, WA
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