Help Chloe Live Again
My name is Chloe Leanne and I am currently 20 years old ‘dying to live’ in the UK with an unwanted bundle of severe debilitating chronic conditions that began to develop after being injected with Cervarix— also known as the HPV vaccine— that we presumed to be safe and signed up for because of its “effective way in preventing cervical cancer.” That was 7 years ago; and we couldn’t have been more wrong. In October 2016, after many years of battling with my body, my body couldn’t function anymore and I died. Due to the severity of my damaged ANS, (a system that when functioning controls our ability to do most things suchlike regulate heart rate, blood pressure and breathing automatically and effectively), I went into respiratory arrest. I was gone, wondering into another world for 9 minutes but thankfully the universe had my back, I was yet to for-fill my purpose on earth. I was resuscitated and put on life support until my internal organs recovered and until I could breathe without a ventilator.
Someone still had a plan for me and I'm so so thankful for and very lucky to have this second chance. I make every breath count, but my life is still more than challenging... because I barely have one, which is why I am [ever so reluctantly] asking you, the public, for your help.
I am currently accepting strangers’ generous gestures of any kind to assist in relieving my family’s financial burden while we fight to relieve my feisty physical one.
My Life Before The HPV Vaccine
Before I was ‘vaccine injured’ [a raw yet real term mocked by too many] I hiked, mountain biked, went to the park, rollerbladed to the shops, had social gatherings, went to the cinema, had birthday parties, and I had friends. I had an artistic, busy and athletic lifestyle. I was on the right road to getting A's at GCSE. I lived life to the max.
Life has always been important to me, but it means even more so now than ever, now that I'm isolated from the real world.
I Was A Dancer
I also danced 6 days a week: I loved to go to after-school sport and dance clubs every night. I really wanted to have a dance career, and now my heart bleeds with the torture knowing I may never walk again, let alone dance again.
Life After The HPV Vaccine Injury
Each day is a battle against never ending symptoms: constant paralysis, extreame mast cell reactions, hypoxia, bronchospasms, oedema, poor circulation, inability to tolerate changes in climate/weather, excessive sweating , random and exhausting seizures that leave me with short-term memory and speech loss, then the agony when meds, feed and water is being pushed down or pumped into my feeding tube. The latter is a gruelling and time consuming process that I have to endure 3x a day and persevere with, even when my body is showing signs of rejection because most of my medications do not come in IV form and the risks involved with TPN prevent me from being an appropriate candidate.
I have no choice but to ignore the shear pain and discomfort that coincides with forcing my gut to consume (not even half of the basic nutritional requirements to thrive on) when it is screaming for respite.
There are also many invisible aspects many don't see, such as: bladder retention, intermittent catheterisation, nausea, migraines, vision problems, vertigo, light and noise sensitivity, pulsating tinnitus, dressing changes, stoma/wound care, multiple bruises from daily anticoagulant injections to prevent thrombosis, a paralyzed stomach, delayed motility of my GI tract, the raw inflammation and ulceration in my colon, the over active nerve endings, faulty neurotransmitters that send fragmented signals to rouge receptors delivering the mixed messages to my brain , organs fighting for vital vitamins, minerals and nutrition that isn’t being absorbed and last but not least, the intense widespread chronic pain and unpleasant “voodoo doll” sensations that aren’t necessarily visible to the naked eye.
In a nutshell, I live a daily hell on a beautiful earth... and it goes unnoticed. It’s all hidden in plain sight unless I’m willing to tell the world my story.
My adverse reaction to the vaccine and the conditions I have developed over the years has had an enormous impact on my life, therefore every person I know and love too. My mum for instance is my full time caregiver: a nurse without a diploma who has dedicated her entire existence to be in the epicentre of chaos— doing what nobody else successfully or safely can; bringing calm to every storm and providing the round-the-clock care I require on 24/7 basis with nobody to take over the night shifts. I want nothing more than for my mum to just be my mum (or whoever she wants to be) but, despite not being an actual nurse, nobody is more more qualified for the task in hand than she is!
I’d be dead dozens of times over if it wasn’t for my mum and she wouldn’t be able to do what she does if our support system (shout out to the grandparents & close friends) wasn’t in place. We are truly lucky to have family and friends that both care and understand, sadly this isn’t enough to relieve the physical load nor does it break the isolation my physical dependence has and continues to cause.
Nothing but an improvement to my situ of health would give my mum the freedom she deserves, so she can: meet her own needs, accomplish her personal goals and actually dream her own dreams. my brother: a full-time college student juggling two part-time jobs with crazy nightshifts to earn his keep and help us get by, wound benefit from this too. He has spent his entire teenage life seeing his sister get sicker.— gradually going from someone who could attend his sports games and award ceremonies to someone that can no longer do any of the things he wishes I could do. He had to quickly adapt to seeing me in a hospital bed and drop what he was doing for an hour to keep an eye on me while our mum used to collect my prescriptions or run errands (when I was ‘healthier sick’.)
Nowadays I have become a ghost in my brothers life. Despite living under the same roof we only get to see a few glimpses of each other every month or so. He works and studies so hard- I’m so proud of all that he does and would do anything to spend more time with or do something special for him, my sibling.
He needs his sister back and I so badly want to be a part of my brothers’ future. Hopefully you can make that happen. In fact, if you donate you WILL be making that happen! My mind is there, it will just be up to my body to decide how far it will be able to go in making my current dreams [of big family reunions, meet-ups with old friends or more realistically have my family in the same room as me without having any Mast Cell attacks or Seizures] become a reality!
Above is a very informative documentary about uncovering the truth of the HPV vaccine; I feature in it! ‘Sacrificial Virgins’ was filmed during a brief but cherished period of stability in March 2017 after a year long stay at University College London Hospital, just two months before my abnormal eye movements and ability to obtain a conversation without concerquences of relapses or multiple seizures got worse. By May I lost my speech completely! Therefore it barely shows the true extent of my situation, nevertheless it still gets the message across.
Official Medical Diagnosis'
Gastroparesis: total stomach paralysis, I’m fed through a Jejunostomy tube, I can’t swallow dysphasia and have a partially paralyzed bowel. I only poop once every 2-3 months unless I’m in a Eoinisophillic Colitis, IBD flare!
Dysautonomia/POTS: a condition that effects multiple functions of the ANS (heart, bladder, brain & blood vessels) as a result of autonomic dysfunction and can result in complete failure.
Myalgic Encephalomyelitis: Paralysis and loss of muscular tone. ME is classified as a neurological condition and has rendered me bound to my bed, unable to walk, chronically fatigued and enduring post-exertional malaise for pushing my body beyond its limitations- something as small as watching a film.
Fibromyalgia: severe chronic pain, musculoskeletal inflammation, central sensitisation, hypersensitivity & trigger points.
Fowler's Syndrome: Bladder dysmobility, Interstitial (Chronic) Cystitis, urinary retention. I have to insert a catheter upto 12x a day. I only have one functioning limb (left arm) so, for now, I’m able to do this myself.
DDD: a ‘degenenerative disc disease’ causing cervical, lumbar, thoracic pain and/or sciatica as a result of dehydrated & herniated disks.
(Private spinal consultant diagnosed this from NHS MRI. My Pediatrican at the time could obviously not interpret scans well and told me that I would probably need [an unnecessary] extensive surgery.) Mine is likely due to a spinal injury [through dance or from a fall] with internal dehydration & lack of muscular stability caused by other conditions making it more prominent.)
Mast Cell Activation Disorder (MCAD): I'm literally “allergic to life”- even my own tears! I endure severe allergic anaphylactic-like reactions daily which floods my lungs with secretions. Too much histamine releases in my body causing mast cells to explode (degranulate) and cause an auto-inflammatory response.
Non-epileptic Seizures: compromises airways, result in multiple dislocations, triggered by overstimulation/noise/light/pain
These particular seizures are possibly linked to, if not caused then exasperated by, my pituitary gland being starved of ‘survival hormone’ over the span of 5 years.
Adrenal Disorder(s): undetected and untreated for half a decade!
- initially high cortisol levels (Cushing’s Syndrome) were recorded in 2017.
- as of June 2018 I have been in and out of Adrenal Crisis due to untreated Addison’s Disease (low Cortisol and inadequate secretions of hormones by the adrenal cortex).
Hyperthyroidism/Thyroiditis- Secondary to Sepsis
Anaemia: of unknown type.
Mitochondrial damage: limited energy cells in my muscles /internal organs.
Metal toxicity, query EDS- hypermobility type, the MTHFR mutation and much, much more that is undiagnosed.
My Current Situation & Outlook
Today, my life is complicated and my future is uncertain. I’m hooked up to and 100% reliant on multiple machines to keep me alive. I have two tubes surgically placed in my abdomen: a Gastrostomy to free drain the insane amount of bile that my stomach accumulates as a result of MCAD while also preventing me from aspirating (vomiting into my lungs) again & a Jejunostomy I’m attached my CPAP and have to due to my mass amount of allergies/intolerances I consume a synthetic elemental feeding formula
Tomorrow is another day but I never know what tomorrow or even the next hour will bring - I have the constant fear of another respiratory arrest or the possibility that I will go to sleep and never wake up luring at the back of my mind. Some days I feel
I can't predict the future and I can't plan ahead. Despite the fact that the vaccine seemed to have interfered with my once healthy menstrual cycle (before halting completely in 2015) requests for Smear tests/gynaecological examinations have been declined multiple times. I don't know if I'll be able to have children—many women are infertile or in irreversible ‘premature menopause’ curtesy to the content of Cervarix or Gardasil. Some have even developed the cervical cancer this vaccine is said to prevent from as young as 17-18 years old.
We don’t have much confidence in many doctors. I have lost a few good NHS doctors along the way due to lack of funding for my conditions; individually and as a whole.
It took six years for a yellow card report to be filed and for the association between vaccine injury and chronic illness onset to be on paper, documented in my notes. Furthermore, it took 5 years for the NHS to do basic endocrine [pituitary, thyroid & cortisol/hormone] tests which is why we highly doubt that anyone has ever ran precautionary oncology blood work either. Just like I was unaware of my adrenal function, I could be riddled with cancer and not even know.
Being entitled to access Having these documents and medical records in our hands is what we’re hoping to achieve (along with justice in a form of human righteousness- making medical professionals discuss and disclose full information about the product and procedure as a part of international law before administering - providing all with a fully informed decision) but we doubt that will be any time soon and the efforts may not be of any benefit to our [or other affected family’s] current situation.
Meanwhile... amidst the hustle and bustle of routine and unpredictable
“I wake up everyday to tackle the torcher
because I believe I deserve to win this war.”
I may have a broken body which persistently disobeys me, however I am lucky enough to be a mentally strong individual who's managed to build up her own coping mechanisms and psychological techniques despite negligence and terrible past experiences. Despite hardship I find happiness. Despite pain I find inner peace. Mindfulness may help others in my situation, and yes it will keep the demons of depression and anxious thoughts away. However, no amount of mindfulness and positivity will change the immense pain I endure every day or magic the mobility and loss of sensation back into my once healthy, sporty, dancing body of mine.
Whether you're anti-vax, pro-vax, pro-science or a skeptic it's not time for a heated debate; I'm severely sick & I'm pleading for your kind gesture.
How Your Financial Contributions Will Help!
I'd love you to be a part of my journey and your help would mean the entire world to me. As much as I loath asking for money, many families that I met in the hospital (where I lived for 11 months in 2016) suggested and tried to convince me; and then Larry Cook of www.StopMandatoryVaccination.com finally persuaded me to do so to help with the costs of the following:
General Medical Costs
For anything that will significantly make my life easier from medical appliances to reclining wheelchairs to life changing housing adaptations. My initial goal was to fund a fully reclining power chair [approx. £15,000] so I could at least go outside and be with Mother Nature— Unfortunately my body had other plans.
Pain Management Costs
For example: Daily Reiki healing (It's a controversial treatment but it is works for me- it's keeping me out of ICU!!), CBD oil (now allergic), Pulsed Electro Magnetic Frequency Healing (PEMF), Hyperbaric Oxygen therapy [supplemental high-flow oxygen is now being provided by the NHS.]
Specific Medical Costs
Find + Pay for doctors who specialize in HPV vaccine injury✔️ Specialist recommended Tests✔️
Additional Diagnostic, Precautionary or Investigative tests: Genetic Testing, specific genes (i.e. MTHFR and COMP), ADEM, Myelitis, GBS, Lyme, Full panel for antibodies-IVIG✔️Live HPV active proteins (currently only being done on autopsies), Adrenergic & Muscarinic Receptors✔️ All sent to labs in Europe & USA. Private phlebotomist, special delivery courier, plus clinic and lab charges; Est. £500 per destination; approx. £1,500 in total.
Health Tracking & monitoring Services
(tests to determine disease progression/treatment success)
Home-to-Lab: Medichecks©️ Cortisol & Testosterone- £49RRP but I always find voucher codes or get cashback [via Topcashback or Quidco] so pay £39.50 every 6-8 weeks.
Bioresonance. Allergy & Intolerance I can get these via wowcher up to 88% off. Ranging between £19-£39 instead of £69-£120! Digestive Health studies. Nutrition, vitamin, mineral, enzyme deficiency and cellular integrity profile.
Medical intervention: the options are: Low-dose Allergy Immunotherapy (also known as a ‘desensitisation protocol’), IV anti-virals, IVig- Intravenous immunoglobulin infusions; a type of cellular replacement (as suggested by professor + 3 ME, MCAD & comorbidity consultants) or Rituximab- but this is difficult to licence for those with my conditions in the UK.
The last resort but my eventual goal is to undergo potentially the most effective treatment: Stem Cell Therapy - approx. £140,000. Using stem cells from umbilical cord donors to reduce the risk of rejection and to avoid the need for chemotherapy beforehand.
The blood tests are important: they will determine where intervention is appropriate and reveal whether (private) treatment will undergo within the UK or abroad.(current costs unknown).
EDIT: I WILL BE RECEIVING IV IMMUNOGLOBULINS!* This will be done privately due to my complexity. It costs £1750 per cycle every fortnight for 6 months- 3 years. As the dosage gets higher unfortunately so will the price. We've been told that it's life prolonging not life changing because too many of my immunoglobulins are dead/damaged as are my organs and bodily systems compromised. I’m essentially “too far gone” for it to have the effect it would have on a healthier person. Nevertheless, we will not be discouraged and will be using this therapy method as a strengthening treatment to get me somewhat 'fit to fly' to the US for Stem Cell Therapy, which will save & significantly alter my life! Watch this space!!
*My first cycle began on 3rd November 2017
Thank You So Much!
I guarantee my future won't be how I planned it, but it will be full of determination and dedication to get a better quality of life that I've forever dreamed of for the most part of 6 years. I have huge ambitions. I dream of traveling the world! I want to WALK again! But first I need to survive and with your help I may be able to!!
"A successful person is a person that can build a firm foundation with the bricks that life has thrown at them"
THANKS IN ADVANCE!
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Well about time, you have struggled so much, physically, mentally ,financially . Not letting anyone help u, so now finally us who love u can feel we are doing a little to help you. Your such a inspirational young lady, you deserve every chance in this life, cause you only get one. We love you chloe xxx
hahahaha omg this girl is not vaccine injured. Stop donating to this fraudulent campaign!
How is Chloe doing - we'd love to have an update on her status.
A few exciting auctions on my Facebook page, please have a look, all proceeds go to our beautiful Chloe xxx
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Hi, Chloe...I know someone who can really help you....how can we talk?
Congratulations on meeting your target. Xo hope there is plenty more love to come.
Well done Chloe for getting to £10k xxx