Operation

I was born with a rare deformity on my mouth and had three operations at great ormond street. They said they had never seen anyone with a deformity like mine. When I was 14 they wanted to break my lower jaw and push it back and cut a v shape to pull my bottom lip across to fix it but at 14 years old I was terrified and didn't want it. I'm 31 years old now and all my life I was bullied and people used to laugh at me. I used to say I don't care about it but I guess really I would love to have a 'normal' mouth. It does get me down but I never show it. Any help would be great. It's a big operation but I just would love to have a mouth just like everyone else. I have tried the nhs again but it seems like the best option is go private. Thank you for your time. I'm sorry for asking xx