help me get to sedona arizona

Hi, my name is maria. I'm 23 years old, and I am completely blind in both eyes. About 5 years ago, I got kidney failure and have been on dialysis ever since. It hasn't been easy, dealing with kidney failure,. Recently, I have reached my wits end. Dialysis is getting harder and harder to cope with, and I just really need help spiritually. Dealing with dialysis, being totally blind, I don't know how to deal with it anymore. I feel that in my soul I need spiritual help. It would be my dream to be able to attend a spiritual retreat in sedona arizona. I am hoping to find a new way to cope with my situation. But, because of my medical situation, I don't have the money to aford this retreat. Please, please help me get to Sedona Arizona. Help me change my life for the better.