Liberation + Completion Process
Hey everyone. For those of you who do not know me, I'm Cody. I wrote out something extremely formal but I ended up deleting it. I want this to be as raw and authentic to me as I can convey. Here goes...
Many of you know that one of the biggest things that I deal with on a daily basis is my ability to recieve. Recieving feels extremely unsafe to me. You see, I grew up believing that I am a bad person. Generated from years and years of programming in my upbringing. My love was conditional.I had to change myself in order to win others approval. If I did not win their 'approval' I would be alone. Being alone. This is another theme here for me. All of my subconcious work takes me back to one thing usually and it is my fear of being alone in life.
I have a passion for helping other people. Yes because it makes me feel good to see others liberated. But I have to let you guys in on something. Helping other people selfishly helps myself. Through helping other people, I am able to SEE myself and apply the techniques I use on others on myself. For about a year, maybe longer, I chose to do this work for free. I chose to give my energy to pepole in need. I would recieve countless messages everyday from pepole looking for some sort of help to get them through their own pain and suffering. Whether it were looking for something as simple as an extrasensory reading, or if they were ooking to understand their self abusive, cyclical, perpetual issues and habits, I was more than willing to help. Simply because it felt good to me. Little did I know that much of this was motivated by shadow. I gave and gave my energy so much so that I was left energetically depeleted. I had no sense of boundaries at all. Even then so, I kept going. It had came to my attention that I should make this a business, however at the time it did not feel right to charge for these 'services' (which I didn't previously identify as 'services'). I did not believe I needed or deserved money to be able to give this sort of thing to people. It always seemed like a gesture. I didn't believe I deserved money to be able to give that to someone.
But then came a time that I needed money to get out of my own abusive situation. One in which I am currently in the middle of. So what I did was I started to charge for my 'services' at a rate that felt safe to me. Because of my poor boundaries and core belief patterns, I would charge $6 for an extrasensory reading, emotional integration, or energy work. Regardless of how long the session was. Some went on longer than an hour. Even that felt unsafe to me! I worked more on my ability to recieve and continue to do so today. Today, my prices have increased, however it still feels scary to receive such a thing from other people. So you can imagine just how difficult this is for me to be asking for your support in this way.
WhenI found out that Teal Swan was having a Completion Process training in the United States, I knew I had to jump at the opportunity. I did not know where the funds would come from. I just knew I had to be there. I had to be there for ME. For my own liberation and my own healing, but more importantly I had to do it because I knew it would be the biggest opportunity to create the world I want to see.
Just over three years ago I was extremely disempowered. I didn't know where I was going. I didn'tknow who I was and I had no intention of figuring that out either because had given up on myself long ago. It was soon after that I found Teal Swan on YouTube and I slowly started to put my life back together using techniques I acquired therefrom. Processes like The Completion Process have literally helped me find and retrieve broken pieces of myself I had lost in the trauma I endured throughout my life. Healing myself was never something I believed was possible. I thought that my life would consist of my ability to cope. How much I could cope with my life before it became too much to bear. Even as a young child. I remember being not even 10 years old and thinking to myself, 'well at least I won't live to the age of 21. There's no point in figuring out this life or who I am.' That's a glimpse into what was going through my 8 year old head. I didn't believe I would reach the age of 21 because I always assumed I would take myself out before then. And yet, here I am 23 years old today. Happy to be alive, thirsty to experience, eager to live, and better yet, in a position where I am helping others in the way I have helped myself.
I cannot tell you what I did to deserve all of the love that I've recieved through all of you over the last year alone. I've never known what true support was until I knew you. However, even though I find myself in a position where I can live my life, to an extent, I am still in a less than ideal place to live. I have moved back in with my parents for finacnial reasons for the past 8 months and it has been extremely difficult, to say the least. You can imagine what living with the peole who have contributed to my trauma, whilst simultaneously trying to heal that trauma, which was initiated by the very people I am living with is like. It is literally doing post traumatic stress healing while still being in the combat warzone.
The Completion Process training will do a number of things for me. Aside from the plethora of knowledge I will gain from being around such incredible souls for a couple days, as well as learning from the woman who has changed my life and helped me find reason to live, The Completion Process training will only help liberate me even further. To a place where I can stand on my own and issue those boundaries in order to live the most optimal life I can live. I am one of those individuals who will be using The Completion Process to help other people. For those of you who don't already know, The Completion Process is a process of self exploration and self restoration to reclaim the lost parts of that hinder us from realizing who we are and what we are capable to be and experiene in our lives. It frees us from our past and gives us the opportunity to reclaim our lives.
I will be including The Completion Process in my list of spiritual services I offer. Not quite sure yet if I will be able to charge for that as it still feels very unsafe for me to receive, however all I know is that I need this tool for myself and I need this tool for others because I see where this world is going and I want to do something about it. So if you feel aligned with this cause at all, I kindly ask of you to support my cause in any way you can. Whether it be by sharing this campaign, holding the intention for me to be abundant and attending the training, or dontating to my cause. Know that by doing any of these tings you are assisting a cause to heal the world around you. To create the world that I know all of you want to see, as well. To do so we have to start on the small scale. Person by person. The world arond you is a mirror of your inner world. Therefore, practically speaking, we must confront what is inside of ourselves to confront what is happening around us in this world. This is how we change the world. The Completion Process.
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