My Move Back Home

Hello everyone, my name is Jaden. I'm a 33 year old gamer guy who at the moment is in a really hard patch. Currently I'm living in Hollywood Florida, but at the moment I'm trying to find a ways for me to move back home to Orlando where I can possibly get myself back on my feet again.

You see, a while back I took a chance to move to South Florida to be with someone that I was with for 7 years, thinking there would be opportunities here and trying to live the happily ever after life. However, nothing is ever perfect and we decided to be a part. At the moment, I've been staying in his house, and although he's been quite the supportive one and there for me. I feel like it's time for me to move back home with my family to reconnect and spend time with my God Kids.

I guess I should mention a little bit about me and what I do. I work for Gamestop on the side and picked up whatever little jobs close by home that I could, but either the work was temporary, or extremely low hours. Like 3 hours a week, no joke. Things didn't work out, and the hunt for a job around the area kept getting harder and harder, and now I'm at the point where I can't literally afford anything. I've been trying to find some work but it's been extremely difficult.

More over, the jobs that I was offered either were scams, or were so far in South Florida Miami, that I couldn't get to them. Yes, I don't have a car. I get it, I should have one by now, but I've always been the type to just survive with my surroundings which usually consisted of transit buses. Now, most places require you to have a car around here. But my issue lies in this, to have a good job, you need a car, but to have a car, you need a good job to pay it off. So it's like a catch 22 for me. Living in South Florida, is a lot more difficult than I imagined and was prepared for. And with not knowing that many people here, and my limited forms of transportation, I feel like I did all I could and should head back to where I grew up and move back home, it's really the only option I have left at this point. Possibly staying with friends and/or family until I'm able to hopefully figure out what to do next in my life.

I've considered school before, for maybe being a Pastry and Bakery chef, but again that's more expenses and money that I don't have. And if I am going to school, there is a very strong chance that it would have to be school or work for me since most likely I'd be paying for my room wherever I stay. So that being said, here is what I'm looking for: I'm currently in need of assistance in moving my stuff down to Orlando from Hollywood FL. I have quite a few boxes which include movies, games, clothes, and a futon bed in which I've been sleeping in. Also, looking to find a storage where I'd be able to temporarily put my stuff in until I'm able to get my own place. Whatever money that is left over, I'd like to use for me to pay off the remaining bills I have left and possibly save up for a simple car that can get me from point A to point B. Nothing too crazy, just something to get me by.

* Move Back To Orlando - $900
* Storage Place For A Few Months - $300
* Food And Groceries Till I Get A Job - $300
* Phone And Credit Card Bill - $500
* Deposit For Room I'll Stay In - $500
* Used Car - $3,000-$5,000
* Total Sum = About - $5,500 to $10,500
* If Anything Extra, For Looking Into School At Valencia

Now if anyone knows me, you'd know that I am a very prideful person and I absolutely hate asking for help. Especially when it comes to putting my business out there in the internet world. I need to be out of the place I'm currently staying at by July 17th, before I'm technically out on the street. I'm not sure what to make of these things, but enough people told me to put it on here and see what happens. Not sure if I should be holding my breath to be honest but everyone suggests I should have a little more faith in humanity and just learn to ask for help, even if it's getting it from complete strangers. I'm only doing this out of dire necessity. I'm extremely nervous and scared since I've never been this deep in a situation where I am so uncertain as to where I'll be or what will I do with my life. Being this age and unsuccessful, I feel at times like a failure and I don't have the skills to quite just make it in this world, but I'd like to believe that I can contribute something, be it enough to change someone's life or make a difference. It would help me out so much to get this boost in my life, I want to make something of myself. And well, I'm kind of tired of just surviving, I want to have a meaningful life with something I can be proud of. So again, if there is anything anyone can do to help, I'd really appreciate it.

Best,

Jaden Rivera