Help My Bro Be Safe!!!
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IMPORTANT EDIT: Campiagn has now shifted to getting my brother out of the abusive house that I had left. You can look at my most recent update for more information. Money will be put towards him once all is raised/when I have enough to get him out of there.
Hi! This is my first gofund me, and I'm actually really nervous about this. And I feel bad for asking for money; but I talked to a friend and I need to make sure I can be safe.
I'm Shyanne / Samuel. I am 19 years old, nearly 20, Genderfluid, and close to being kicked out of my home because I do not have a job. I don't have a job at the moment because no matter where I have applied (for the last two months now), I get no call back and or rejected because I am an entry level worker.
I know some of this information may seem kind of useless, but it is important as to why I need this:
- I'm mentally ill. I have Severe Depression, Major Anxiety, and Major Social Anxiety. I am medicated, still switching medications, and ignored by my family that I have these illnesses. My 'mother' refuses to relaize my symptoms even though she knows I take these pills and what they are for. I don't understand it, it makes no sense.
- I'm almost 20! And because I am almost 20, my 'mother' believes that I should have already moved out, gotten further in college, and be independant. Again, I don't know how she thinks this with my mental illnesses, the fact that I ahaven't been able to get any sort of job, and I only have been able to complete one year of college.
- The verbal abuse here is real. And I'm losing my patients and ability to keep them away from affecting me worse than before. Dealing with toxic people day in and day out is only making my life worse, but I'm stuck right now. I'm stuck in a cycle of being exhuasted and looked down upon no matter what I do. I'm hitting my breaking point.
And there are alot more, but I won't continue to list for now.
The point is; I need to get out of here. The only reason I have ANY money right now is because of last semesters financial aid. The only way i can get out of here is 1) I magically get hired finally and can start earning money quickly to get a small apartment away from here, or 2) I get enough money to grab a place away from here early as possible, cordinate with some other people I know who are in similar situations, and we work together from there.
I'm far away from 90% of my support, I'm already dying inside from having to leave my little brother in this horrible house, and I'm trying my hardest to get a job. I really am. I swear I am. I'm stressed to no end, and I guess it doesn't matter in the end because if I don't havea job by like... next month or by my borthday (september) I'm going to be ont he streets anyway. So I need to take care of myself before I can care for my little brother.
This money will go to: me getting out of here, a place to stay, payment of those bills, and hopefully a phone so I can get a job more efficantly (figuring I'm not getting a job is because my 'mother' cut me off the plan for not havinga job and I've been having to say I have a house phone on my applications).
Thank you and I'm sorry.
Hi! This is my first gofund me, and I'm actually really nervous about this. And I feel bad for asking for money; but I talked to a friend and I need to make sure I can be safe.
I'm Shyanne / Samuel. I am 19 years old, nearly 20, Genderfluid, and close to being kicked out of my home because I do not have a job. I don't have a job at the moment because no matter where I have applied (for the last two months now), I get no call back and or rejected because I am an entry level worker.
I know some of this information may seem kind of useless, but it is important as to why I need this:
- I'm mentally ill. I have Severe Depression, Major Anxiety, and Major Social Anxiety. I am medicated, still switching medications, and ignored by my family that I have these illnesses. My 'mother' refuses to relaize my symptoms even though she knows I take these pills and what they are for. I don't understand it, it makes no sense.
- I'm almost 20! And because I am almost 20, my 'mother' believes that I should have already moved out, gotten further in college, and be independant. Again, I don't know how she thinks this with my mental illnesses, the fact that I ahaven't been able to get any sort of job, and I only have been able to complete one year of college.
- The verbal abuse here is real. And I'm losing my patients and ability to keep them away from affecting me worse than before. Dealing with toxic people day in and day out is only making my life worse, but I'm stuck right now. I'm stuck in a cycle of being exhuasted and looked down upon no matter what I do. I'm hitting my breaking point.
And there are alot more, but I won't continue to list for now.
The point is; I need to get out of here. The only reason I have ANY money right now is because of last semesters financial aid. The only way i can get out of here is 1) I magically get hired finally and can start earning money quickly to get a small apartment away from here, or 2) I get enough money to grab a place away from here early as possible, cordinate with some other people I know who are in similar situations, and we work together from there.
I'm far away from 90% of my support, I'm already dying inside from having to leave my little brother in this horrible house, and I'm trying my hardest to get a job. I really am. I swear I am. I'm stressed to no end, and I guess it doesn't matter in the end because if I don't havea job by like... next month or by my borthday (september) I'm going to be ont he streets anyway. So I need to take care of myself before I can care for my little brother.
This money will go to: me getting out of here, a place to stay, payment of those bills, and hopefully a phone so I can get a job more efficantly (figuring I'm not getting a job is because my 'mother' cut me off the plan for not havinga job and I've been having to say I have a house phone on my applications).
Thank you and I'm sorry.
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Shyanne LaSage
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Turlock, CA