Help me leave NY with piece of mind

Good day to you all. My name is Aaron, some of you may know me as Jubei or Jukaka.

I Currently live in New York, near the city. I will live in the Westchester area.

As it stands i am rasing money for 2 reasons:

1) Living in new york has brought me nothing but misfortune. I have no chance of being able to go to school much less finding a decent job to just keep me alive. So i wish to move where i know id be happier. Which is Seattle Washington.

2) I had trusted a former friend when he had no where to go at age 18. He he had stayed at my current place without paying a nickle to rent or utilities. After awhile he had to leave. But didnt pay any money towards the bills during or after his departure.

Fast-forward to now and now its my own family who doesn't help pay the bills regardless of the fact that they had made more then me when they we're employed. So now i still have electric and internet bills up to my neck.

I work 2 jobs and its still not enough. I cant ask anyone else for help so i am asking you. The internet, the world. I am desperate need of relief here i dont know how much longer i can last here. This place is eating me alive.

I can't stay here. I need to leave. I need to or i might do something I can't regret but will cause alot more harm then good.

So please, help me 1 dollar, 2 dollars anything will help. Please spread the word tell anyone and everyone. I can't do this without help.

I am so tired at grasping at straws ao this is my last ditch effort.

Thank you for reading this.
Love..
Aaron