I want to scream at the top of my lungs and collapse to the ground in tears, praying to God that this nightmare I've been living for three years will end. I don't know who to turn to, who to cry out to, or who will understand my pain. Should I cry out for my wife, whose body is being ravaged by cancer? Or should I cry out for my son, Samir, whose dreams have been shattered as he lies paralyzed, waiting for surgeries, ongoing treatment, and expensive medications? Or should I cry out for my son, who was killed without me even being able to say goodbye? To whom can I complain about his loss? Or should I cry out for food and medicine, to help us endure the scorching sun, the tents, and the shelling? We are living in the Stone Age; even animals live better lives than us. My mental state is shattered. We are marginalized here, dying a slow death, but we draw hope from you. Today, every day, every minute, I beg you to help us. My family is on the verge of collapse, so please, help us. I'm tired of looking like a beggar to you; this feeling is killing me. I want to live a decent life, so please help me without me having to beg. I need more than $600 every week for medicine, hospital fees, X-rays, chemotherapy, food, and other necessities. Please, allocate something for me every week or every month from your salary or whatever you have left over. Please don't make me look weak and broken in front of you.