Surgery for a Pain-Free Future: I Can’t Do This Alone

I Need a Miracle, and I Can’t Do This Alone

I never thought I’d be in this position—writing this, putting my pride aside, and asking for help, but the truth is, I have no other option. I need surgery, and I can’t afford it. The situation is urgent, and I need your help now.

For the past two years, I have been in constant, unbearable pain due to an extreme case of perianal fistula—a condition that’s been misdiagnosed and mistreated, leaving me suffering for far too long. It affects everything—sitting, standing, sleeping—just existing is painful. I have done everything I can to manage it, but at this point, the only way to fix it is through surgery.

I wish I could wait. I wish I could work through the pain and save up for it, but that’s not an option anymore. The pain is getting worse, and if I don’t get this surgery on March 21st, I don’t know how much longer I can physically endure it while continuing to fall behind.

This isn’t just about the surgery itself—it’s also about the month of recovery during which I won’t be able to walk and the reality that I won’t be able to work.

After losing my apartment, my emergency savings, and my dog Diesel to cancer, I am at my lowest point. I have nothing left to fall back on. I have fought so hard, but I need help, I need to heal, I need a miracle, and I am praying for God's grace.

I know this surgery will be life-changing. For the first time in two years, I’ll be able to live without this pain. I’ll be able to sit comfortably, sleep through the night, and stand without pain. More than anything, I want to heal. I want to feel free again. I want to get back to doing what I love—creating, singing, and sharing joy with my BunnBunnNation family. This surgery is not just about pain relief; it's about reclaiming my life and my passions. I know God has opportunities waiting for me, but I have to be in a place physically where I can travel and pursue those opportunities.

But I can’t get there alone. I need a miracle, and I need your help, Earth Angels and BunnBunn-Besties.

If you can donate, please do. No amount is too small—every single dollar gets me closer to surgery, healing, and living again. If you can’t donate, please share this with others—you never know who might see it and feel called to help.

From the bottom of my heart, I want to express my deepest gratitude. This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do, but I believe in the kindness of others. I believe in miracles & I think that with your help, I’ll finally get to be pain-free, happy, and whole again. Your support means the world to me. I can't wait to be in a position to help the world because, now more than ever, we need to come together.

I love you, BunnBunnNation <3