TRANSMAN ABUSED and USED BY THE SYSTEM

Hello my name is Marty Brownell, I am a 24-year-old transgender man who was under constant threat of being thrown out... Now I know that's a little bit old to be living with your parents still mind you I live in Miami where it's a two income household. I have faced my worst journey yet and was beaten by my own father just because I was recording the conversation between us right after I talked to a therapist. I wanted to connect to him emotionally a child, only wants to look for a hug, some validation, some reassurance. Instead I was punished. Not to mention the fact that my living conditions were completely utterly terrible. I

have suffered multiple infections and have a compromised immune system due to the conditions of my now old docile and the mold that seeps through... I have no other place to go and my family refuses to feed me any food that my stomach is with able to handle, and if lucky when they do, usually it's just scraps. I get yelled at for even taking showers, I just wanted to be free! But not in this way, I hate my situation and I hate what's going on in my life! I'm trying every single thing that I can to hold on and hang in there and the saddest part is the only reason why I wanted to stay in Florida was for my family. But after this altercation with my father I now realize all they care about is a woman that randomly walked into my father's life. Trust and Believe her word over mine and it's too impatient but to only hear one side of the story and they can't/choose not to even look at the proof. The saddest part is I've had to withhold so many secrets from my own family members for years due to my dad's manipulative and abusive words. Funniest thing is his wife doesn't know of what he has done to his previous wife, to my mother, to me ,to my brothers. Years of abuse mental, physical and drug wise... Has been dragged throughout my whole family name. A woman who used to stand tall as a legal aid turn nothing but into a shell of her former self. An I refuse to follow in that same trap. I will fight for my mom even after her death. Just as much as my abuela was fighting for her. I will never give up, people deserve to say what they are going through and shouldn't have to hide it because of fear of being beaten or hurt. So I need everyone's help if possible to make way for a better and brighter future for myself and those who suffer the same affliction. I'M DONE being physically and mentally abused! No child or adult or senior or any living being deserves to be under constant threat and fear because they don't know when the person that they live with is about to snap. Yes I am a trans man life can be hard for me people most of the time don't tell me up front that they hate me because I'm just different. But I love who I am and I'm not afraid to fight for what I know is right and I know that what happened to me was wrong and everything that I did up until this point shows that I have strength and I'm hoping to see that within members whether this is shared or you give a dollar or anything everything is appreciated! If you know that you're a victim of any circumstance like this.... GET HELP NOW don't hide, don't let your aggressor take the better parts of your life and make you feel like you're nothing. Because you're more than anything and that's what I've learned from these past few days even still being bruised up even though I haven't talked to some of my friends in a long time there's still hope NEVER GIVE UP!!!