College Support Fund For Kenidra

Hi everyone, my name is Kenidra Carey (Woods), I am a mental health advocate, full-time honors, and first-gen student currently going into my second year at Utah Valley University. I am now studying for my Bachelor of Science in Accounting. Initially, I began my degree in the College of Humanities & Social Sciences. Then, after two semesters of knocking out my General education (almost finished!), I realized that business accounting was something that I might be interested in as a major instead of Behavioral Health at this time. This is huge for me as a young woman, a BIPOC, and a first-gen student. I've struggled with impostor syndrome throughout my first year of college because I felt, "maybe I wasn't cut out for this, maybe I'm not smart enough for college" but it's been really important for me to remind myself that the environment from which I come doesn't define me and only will if I allow it to. I can achieve if I believe and I'm learning to ask for support when I need it, like now. I'm always so glad when I can help others, but right now I'm the one on the receiving end of it. Luckily, pell grants and some Honor's scholarships throughout the year will help with some costs of my actual classes. But, I don't usually have much left over after. Admittedly, and to be completely vulnerable right now, the major trigger for me last year was not being able to have more time for working more hours to make money for my daily living expenses. I also lost my car last year in an accident and having transportation was one of those things that made me feel very empowered. It gave a deeper sense of independence and was convenient enough for getting from point A to B. The 'lack of' definitely took a toll on me mentally. Some days, I even thought about stopping college to just work so I can focus on surviving. But aren't we all just trying to survive? My schooling takes a lot of my time, time management is such an important skill not to have these days. I am reaching out to express that it would mean a lot if I could get a head start with some help this year before I dive head first into this semester, Fall 2022. My wish is to have more of an enjoyable semester and focus more on my studies, not having to worry about overworking myself just to meet basic needs or feel like I have to occasionally think "either or." It's such an uncomfortable spot to be. I want nothing more than to thrive in my life and reach my fullest potential. It's hard work but I'm determined to reach the finish line. Having a fund to fall back on for resources like school supplies/books needed, food, rent, and even a decently used car as I get back up and running and figuring out work will give me a good sense of security at least--especially knowing that it comes from the hearts of people who believe in my potential and care for my success as well. Thanks for your support of me in the past as well, it will never ever go unnoticed!

If you've read this far, I appreciate it more than you know. I believe in the power of community and that there's strength in vulnerability and asking for help, so here I am. Even if you can't personally donate, sharing my story will mean just as much to me. Thank you all in advance. I'll be in touch with any updates!

With Gratitude,

Kenidra xx