Bentley's Burial

"An angel in the book of life wrote down my babies birth and whispered as she closed the book, 'too beautiful for earth'." 
The moment your heart stopped and mine kept beating is a moment that will forever change who I am. You were my motivation to keep going. My will collapsed the second you went away and I no longer know what to live for. I want to wake up from this excruciating nightmare and hold your warm body in my arms again...
My beautiful boy, Bentley Anderson, born November 1st, 2011, passed away unexpectedly March 31st, 2016. My Bentley came into this world prematurely at only one pound ten ounces. It was 15 weeks earlier than I expected but he instantly became the love of my life. At so young he endured so many surgeries but he always pulled through with a smile that melted all of our hearts. Bentley was becoming so strong and recovering so well. I was so happy to see my baby growing and progressing everyday. He could sit up, smile, clap his hands and ride on his little rocking horse just like any other little boy. It seemed like everything was coming together and he would soon be able to come home and live the normal life he deserved. At the age of one he went into cardiac arrest and became brain damaged disabling his ability to do all the things he used to do. That did not stop my son from pushing through and staying strong 3 years after. Even though he lost many abilities, I still expected him to grow and learn in his own ways. I never thought I would hear the words that my son, my whole heart, died. I so badly want to know why and give him a beautiful burial. I'll never be able to go on wondering what took the light of my life away from me, and I will never forgive myself if I don't find a way to afford putting him to rest. I am writing this to ask for your help. I am beyond grateful and touched to have so many people in my life, even strangers, who care and are willing to support Bentley and I. Thank you so much for your help and your love.
-Mommy and Bentley

"I'll see you someday in the future not so near. 'Til then baby boy, I'll love you from here."