My name is Renee, and I’m reluctantly reaching out during the most devastating and unexpected moment of my life. My husband, Samuel, was tragically killed in a horrible work accident on November 14th. This has been so life shattering for me, I truly can't describe the things I am going through or feeling at this time.

Many of you who are in the IBEW know and understand, you're the sole providers for your families. Our home and our life were built on both of our incomes, however with his passing, 80% of our household income is gone overnight. I am suddenly left with the responsibility of covering all our bills alone, while trying to navigate overwhelming grief and support our 3 year old son, who doesn’t understand why his daddy isn’t coming home. He needs me to be there for him as he is struggling to process this loss in his own way.

I am doing everything I can to stay afloat, but the truth is,

the bills don’t stop, even when your whole world does.

I want to be able to grieve properly, stay mentally present for our son, and keep a stable home for him. Right now, the stress of how to pay the mortgage, utilities, and basic living expenses is crushing along with planning a proper memorial for my husband. I want to keep our son in this home we've built our lives around and I’m trying to make sure our son feels safe and loved during this nightmare, but the financial pressure makes it nearly impossible to breathe or see any relief on the other side.

So many people have asked how they can help, and I'm going to allow you all to help me, because I truly need this weight off my shoulders, and this fundraiser is the most direct way. Any amount donated will go toward essential bills, and giving me a little bit of time to find stability after such a sudden loss. Your support means more than I can possibly put into words. I have struggled with the decision of whether or not to set this up for days. I have never been in a situation like this before and I am trying to piece myself back together for our son.

I do want to thank everyone who has reached out, however I am not in the mental headspace to respond currently and I apologize for that.