InCahoots Needs your help

I'm normally a proud person who would never ask for help. After multiple attempts to multiple places For financial help, I have been turned down for any government assistant programs that are out there. I thought I could pull this off if it was just 30 days. Which was already hard. But we are now at 7 weeks and, they are looking at another 30 days before we are open fully. I have reached out to the landlord for Deferrment and he has offered me no reprieves. Just my lease payment, Building and liquor insurance, and utilities that have to be paid whether we're using it or not, Is 12K a month. As we now, are the longest running gay bar in Jacksonville, it would truly break my heart to have to close the doors because of this covod pandemic. But sadly that's Where i'm at. After 15 years I'm not willing to accept that this could be the end.
So regrettably, and humbly, I ask for your help and support.
No amount is too small. We would truly be grateful for any help you could give us.