I'm ready to start living!!!

Hey yall if you're reading this you are probably from The bariatric bankroll & my life is about to be forever changed!!! I am so thankful for this group and any donation kind word or prayer is appreciated more than you will ever know!!!! I am 37 years old & I am over 300lbs. I am miserable & have health issues due to excess weight including PCOS, cronic pain, depression & high blood pressure to name a few. I am so ready for a chance to start living a better life and want to have bariatric surgery. I have wanted this for years & just can't afford it & currently don't have health insurance that will cover it. In my state the cheapest sleeve surgery is $9,995 cash but I am strongly considering going to Mexico due to cost. My only fear is excess skin but my want to live my life happier & healthier outweigh any fear I may have. Thank you so much for any help you can provide to help me get my new life started.