Free me from financial hell :(

On an intellectual level, I know that the universe holds no ill will for me, or for anyone. It is indifferent, or maybe it cares on a level that is illegible because it transcends our concepts of hate and love. However, when I was on the floor a few nights ago, crying tears of anguish while holding my broken hoop earring, I could not have been convinced.

In the next morning's shower, I thought some very dark thoughts, but I am going to get through this again. I am in a transitory period, which has proven more difficult than I expected, and this, combined with Abigail the dog's exorbitant vet bills, has left me in a spot I hoped I'd never get to again. So I must ask for a bit of a miracle.

With this I could afford to a) settle immediate debts (I am behind on my car loan, which is my most pressing problem) b) catch up on rent (not a problem yet but is going to become one without this intervention) and c) get back on medications which I've had to sacrifice as a result of this. And I will certainly pay it forward when I'm back on my feet. Thank you <3