Endless Love for Cristal

 

 

 

 

 

I never thought I would ever be in the position of having to expose myself in such raw and extreme way but here it goes.

 

I just celebrated my 30th Birthday, just when I should be in the peak of my best years I am struggling with an Illness that is wanting to defeat me. I am strong, I've always been a fighter, I have always been the one to walk with pride because with my hustle and might, I've done the right thing by helping my mother and my loved ones when in need. I am now the one asking of your help and for God to take a look at my life and allow me one more day to fight. My battle with Cancer for the past 3 years has made me weak and sometimes I feel defeated but I refuse to give up.

 

I have a purpose!!! I have so much more to give. My daughter Skylar is my purpose and I want to be with her when she graduates from elementary school. But this illness is making me weak. Although I still have strength, this time I'm scared, I feel this time I wont make it out of the hospital.

Its funny how I lay here in bed,  more concerned about the ones that have done and given their all to take care of me. I wish there was something I can do to repay all you have left behind to attend to me. You have left your jobs, your own lives to be here with me.

 

My Love, Victor Jr. the one my heart beats for! I don know what I'd do without you. You have been my truest friend, lover, my soldier and supporter. I am forever grateful of you.

My Mother my Rock, my everything! you are the truest example of what Unconditional Love Is. I love you with all my heart and I wish I can take all your suffering away.

My Purpose, My Muse, My Light, My Hope, My precious little girl, Skylar Hope . I am sorry you've had to see me in this condition.

My Brother for risking his life to try to save mine and giving me more time to live. You are my forever hero, my twin!

My Family and Friends for always being there.

 

I am here asking if any of you are able to contribute to this cause, Cancer is a disease that consumes everyone around you and financially we are not able to compete with the challenges it has brought to us. Even if it's a dollar, It would mean so much and help us through these testing times. I am thanking you all in advance for your generosity and I pray God multiplies all you can do to help. Thank you …Thank you!

 

I promise you all this:

 

…."I WILL FIGHT ALL THE WAY TILL THE END"

 

Truly Raw,

 

Cristal