You're our last hope to start a family

Where do I begin? We feel alittle selfish doing this fundme fundraiser, because there are so many people with greater needs then us. We have our health we have our parents and family, but we don't have our own family. Are we worthy? do we deserve this opportunity? Well I know Kristin does, you will never meet a kinder, loving compassionate person than her. Kristin and I have been trying for 6 years. We've done 5 IUI's, 4 IVF's.( if you don't know what that entails good for you, that's a lot of shots and pain and disappointments) How much can one women take? How much should she take? I can't put her thru this again, alittle piece of her dies each time, and the same with me. It is the most difficult thing I've ever had to deal with. We have zero insurance money left. I don't know how to explain to you what it feels like to see your wife go thru this and it doesn't work, it's devastating, makes me week in the knees. I sit and cry in another room so she doesn't see me, I do all i can not to cry when the love of my life is crying because she can't give me a child,or her parents a grandchild. We silently set on our couch and I see my wife start tearing up and I know why, but we can't talk about anymore. I try to be her rock, but it gets harder everyday, when that sledgehammer hits ya. It's not her fault but she places that burden on herself. I do all I can but she still puts that burden on herself. We don't have the funds to continue, I feel helpless. I want my wife to hear, "mommy" I want to hear, "daddy" I don't want to avoid my friends anymore cause they have children. Maybe I'm a wimp or soft, I'm not sure, but when I see my friends and their children, I tear up. I want what they have, so badly. Our only option is to do a donor egg from a place in Maryland. Problem is we are running out of time. They say kristin is getting old, but we don't have the money now, and We can't get it from our home. We don't have it in the bank. If all my FB friends could make a donation that would be priceless, and what I mean is if you choose not to make a monetary donation could you please share this with your FB friends, and have them pass it on to their friends. I will love you all no matter what you choose, just having you read this will make us stronger cause I know you'll have us in your prayers. But I was hoping if I could beg for at least $1 from anyone and from everyone. We could begin the next journey and attempt to start this family, our family. kristin could become a mommy, and I a daddy! Would you, could you find it in your heart to help? Please.