Single Mother: In NEED of HELP

Hello, my name's Alyssa. I am a 20 year old, who had to quit work due to being pregnant. The Father of my child is a drunk, who lives in his van and refuses to marry me; he wants no part of helping me with the baby which isn't just a curse but a blessing in disguise I suppose, considering he is very ANTI-Catholic. (I'm a soon to be OrthodoxCatholic and plan on raising the baby Catholic, so him leaving saves me from a whole different struggle.) Anyways, I need a whole bunch of money before the baby arrives, because I have zero dollars in my bank account, now. I would have had enough to buy the things the baby needs, if not for the fact that before I had found out I was pregnant and back when I was dating his or her Father, I had lent the man all the money in my bank to pay off his son, get a license plate, pay off tickets, etc. It's money I will never see again, because he refuses to pay me back, like he promised. So, now here I am in my second trimester of pregnancy, stressing over how I will get enough cloth diapers, clothes, a car seat, etc. before the baby gets here. I'm DEAD BROKE and so STRESSED, and the baby's Father wants no involvement whatsoever. In fact, he disappeared, leaving me and the baby helpless. So, here I am trying to raise the money needed for my baby's needs, because unfortunately we lack an earthly Father/Husband to provide us with them, and I won't be getting much help from my Mother (other than with shelter and food for myself) due to her own financial struggles: paying bills, taking care of my brother, etc. And, I absolutely REFUSE to abort my child, or to give him or her up to someone else via orphanage, when God gave ME the responsibility of being his or her Mother and raising him or her. Besides, why would I give up such a blessing?! That's absurd, and it would be a slap in God's face, after he has been so merciful, good, and kind to me, despite being the sinner that I am. Scripture says, "Children are an inheritance from the LORD. They are a reward from him." (Psalm 127:3) So, I'm begging all of you, PLEASE show mercy and help me help this baby through your donations! It will all be going towards basic needs: cloth diapers, glass baby bottles, breast pump, car seat, clothes, high chair, etc. All donations will be highly appreciated. Isaiah 1:17 "Learn to do good; seek justice, correct oppression; bring justice to the fatherless, plead the widow's cause."//Galatians 6:2 "Bear one another's burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ."