Urgent Aid for a Disabled Survivor's Living Expenses

What do you do when all of your safety nets fall out from under you? When you did everything right and still wound up in financial places you never saw in your worst nightmares? When everyone around you is struggling? When the systems fail you because that's what they're designed to do?

You come here. I'm here. I never thought I would be.

I'm seeking rent, utilities, and other monthly living expenses before time runs out with my corporate landlord, etc.

I'm a disabled trauma survivor. My disability was truncated with no grace period (as it goes). I don't qualify for unemployment. My savings is all gone. My bank account is negative. I've already gotten some help from family and friends throughout my disability but it isn't enough. Like I said, everyone around me is struggling. I start a new job next week but I'm already late on this month's rent and won't be paid in time to cover next month's. Please help if you are able.

I hope this reaches people with more than enough, extra to go around, and a big heart.

I suffer from PTSD, OCD, and ADHD. I wish I had the resources and brain power to hustle and grind for money in this gig economy but I simply don't. I'm trying. I've been suffering from SI (suicidal ideation) due to the financial stress of disability for 2 years now. Something has to give. I refuse to give up on a beautiful life but most days it's hard to find the light. I'm always the strong one in my friend/family groups and have tried my best to give when and where I can throughout my life. I've been abused and unhoused and had nothing and no one. I'm here by the grace of G-d and all that is holy and divine. I'm not religious but there has to be something on the other side of all my suffering.

Please help me get to the other side. Thank you, in advance. Please share with your networks and those with extra. I do not aim to receive from others who are struggling alongside me. Community care is my only hope.