“TheBen” lost his battle, but now I need the help

Now it’s me who needs the help…. because we sadly we lost Ben’s battle as he recently passed away….and although he’s in a much lighter place now… I am not on any level! Over 3 years ago I found it necessary to caregive my husband when his Lewy Body Dementia became so progressive that even the most taken for granted daily tasks became difficult and rushing him to the hospital 5 times last year was taxing both of us, so I needed to reconfigure & redefine our lives completely, but I haven’t been able to catch up yet financially since I’ve been in survival mode for my beloved Ben! 
 If you can help, great, if not, I understand, because it seems that we’re all going through something nowadays, but it’s not easy to reboot your career at 65 when life is passing you by and the world is changing at warp speed!
I am reeling for the love of my life and I am broke & broken… but with your help I will rise from the ashes!
Montgomery Frazier