Medical Bills and Living Expenses

I am a 50 year old woman.  I am divorced and have been unable to work for the last three years.  I am waiting on social security disability but it takes so long, I am wondering if I will survive until the decision.  I decided to come to this site for help because I have no income whatsoever, no medical insurance.  I am in desperate need of any help I can get, the amont requested would get me up to date on rent, utilities, and also pay for a doctor visit and new xrays and perscriptions that are needed.  My specific medical problems have been with me since I was a young teenager and have gotten worse through the years.  I have Crohn's disease along with severe disk problems in my back which has also helped me to become depressed.  If anyone can help me I would very much appreciate it.  I am embarassed to ask, but I thank for you any help you can spare.  Thank you and God Bless!