please help me cure my c.diff disease

Hello, my name is Amanda and i was diagnosed with a life altering disease called clostridium difficile or C. Diff on January 13, 2021. I have been so embarrassed to speak openly about it and to make a go fund me, but the longer i have it, the bleaker my prognosis is getting. I was diagnosed with cdiff after being prescribed the antibiotics keflex, Bactrim, IV rocephin, and Ceftin all within a few weeks time frame. The antibiotics killed my entire gut microbiome causing the highly infectious c.diff disease that my body cannot fight and may end up killing me. The disease is a bacteria which produces toxins which attack my body and make the person very sick. It has been 21 months of daily suffering. Since then, each day has been filled with immense suffering but i am still alive. I am bedridden and my symptoms include unrelenting severe nausea, chills, fevers, sweating, diarrhea 10-30 times per day, body pain, and severe weakness. I can no longer work, drive, it is hard for me to speak, and i can barely walk. Occasionally i will have a ‘good’ day where my body is fighting the bacteria, but it doesn’t last but a day or two. Cdiff is highly contagious and is only killed with bleach and can live on surfaces for 6 months or longer, thus making it very hardy. I have tried every treatment option available and the doctors are telling me “there’s nothing left they can do”. Insurance doesn’t cover the only cure for resistant cdiff which is fecal microbial transplant. I have sold my car, i am living with my parents, spent my entire savings, in an effort to try to save or prolong my life, but there are no funds left. I am reaching out to see if my friends could mind sparing any money at all so i could get life saving fecal microbial transplant pills. thank you for taking the time to read this. ❤️