Help Noemie recover from financial abuse

Hello, my name is Noemie, and I'm 26 years old. I need help paying off my student loan and escape an abusive household.

My parents pressured me into taking a student loan for studies I wasn't sure about. And then multiple times asked me to take money from my loan for them, not telling me why they'd need or how they'd use it. Only to find out they spent all of it on house renovations and other things that a student loan isn't made for. They had promised me multiple times they'd help me pay everything back, and I trusted them. But when came the time to start repaying it back, they lied and insisted that they never ever told me they'd help me. And I never got anything from them, which leaves me alone paying it back.

I have to pay back a percentage of my loan every month, and most of my benefits go for it. Except I won't have benefits anymore in a few months, so I will have no way to pay it off.

Because of my financial situation, I still have to live with my mother. She is emotionally abusive, manipulative and has multiple times touched me ways and places I didn't want her to. She also often tries to make me feel guilty about my financial situation, as if it was all my fault.

All of this affects my mental health negatively and heavily and that on a daily basis. And again, I'm left with no way to get any kind of mental health support, which makes it even harder to find work.

Any contribution, whether it'd be donating or sharing, would be helping me greatly to get out of this situation. And I could start getting better and recover from from financial abuse and start a new and better life.

Thank you very much for even just reading down to here.