My Mommie Desire

My Story:

I chose to make my very personal infertility story very public, because my IVF treatment age time is running out.. and over the years, I always thought Mr. Right would come along, we'd be married, and have a little baseball team of our very own......Sadly, this has not happened for me....
I'm a single woman who has had one desire her entire adult life...To become a Mother to my very own child(ren)...I started my campaign to try and raise the funds for the treatment I now need for this to become a reality.....

Women are having children later in life with the help of IVF, and I am a candidate for IVF treatments...
With your help/donation I can be a mommie to my very own little ones...but because I'm not married I'll need both an egg  & sperm donor...When a woman needs to use an egg donor, the total cost is substantially higher--running from betwen $25K-$30K ​ for just one cycle...

The child I give birth to has ALWAYS been growing in my heart....I was robbed at a very young age via a rape and contracted an STD that led to blocked fallopian tubes....By the time I did get help, it was entirely too late as far as being able to conceive naturally..I also experienced early menopause at age 30...

As heartbreaking as that was/is, I never gave up on my dream/desire to become a mother via IVF, but I need your help... I will be able to choose my donors based on physical characteristics, ethnic background, educational record, and occupation....
Most donors are between 21 and 29, and have undergone psychological, medical, and genetic screening....
In just over 30 % of IVF pregnancies, more than one embryo implants and some women give birth to multiples.. I would actually love to have twins, but I will absolutely love only one with all the love I have in me..
Not very long after the embryo's are implanted, I'll be able to take a pregnancy test and get my heaven sent news!!The clinic I wish to use is the http://www.ivfwecare.com/ in Columbia, South Carolina...Dr. Gail Whitman-Elia has been with me through-out my journey.

I don't quality for any of the funding they offer, and  my insurance isn't covering any of the treatment costs, so I'll have to pay the entire cost up front...that's the sole reason I chose to start my campaign...Before my time runs out..

I'm the middle child of 12 kids and all of them are parents except myself,  and I really pray to be included in the 'mommy club'..

I absolutely love my nieces and nephews,  but I would adore my very own little one who looks just like me..
That one little person who calls me "Mom"..
When I'm out and about I usually buy something for my baby....I just can't help myself...I always end up in the "Baby" dept. and everything is absolutely so cute....
I can't resist....
I know my child is waitng for me as much as I'm waiting for him.... I say "him" because I just feel as though I will have a son...
I buy clothes for both a boy and a girl just in case though...
I'm preparing myself for the BIG day...I have lots of boy and girl clothes, socks and cute little shoes, I buy bottles, & wipes and teethers and little teddy bears, and "Birth Certificate" pillows, and I even have a "Baby On Board" sign for my big day..
I'm tearing up just thinking about it...
I know there are women out there who feel the same as I do about being a mommy, and I know we will go about making our desire reality in different ways..
Personally, I don't have any other options open to me, and I desperately need your help...
I will never be able to make the amount of money I need in the time I have left for my IVF treatment..

I know too, that all IVF treatment cycles don't always end in pregnancy, but more often than not, they  are successful...I just have in laid upon my heart, that I need to, at the very least, TRY..
GOD never said that I shouldn't try and help myself....This is what I'm trying to do...Help myself, by asking for YOUR help...
Every day it's heart breaking to see Mothers with their little babies, and families in the park with their kids, having fun, playing,  eating, being a family...
I would give anything to have what they have...
I try and be happy for family members who make the 'baby announcement', yet I'm envious and I know I shouldn't be, but I am....I just wish that it were me making that announcement as well...
Please help if you can...

I'm seeking your compassion, and of course your donation...

Thank you so very much for reading this, and maybe considering making a small donation if it is laid upon your hearts....
Any amount is greatly appreciated from my heart.... You  guys can be my  angels on earth, sent from above to help me realize my one life's desire..

So, there you have it, this is my story, I hope that I've reached someone today, if you do nothing but share it with someone else, that would mean a great deal to me..... I know that I am asking for the donations of total strangers....because when your heart is good it shouldn't matter if we are personally acquainted... Should it?

Be a part of my story. The story of how you came into my life and changed it by helping to give them to me.....And my child will tell his/her child.....and it will be AWESOME....

Please give as generously as you can....Every little bit helps...

Whatever the reason you stopped by, whether it was to read my story, make a donation or just to share it with someone else..I THANK YOU WITH MY WHOLE HEART..

Deuteronomy 15:10
Give generously to them and do so without a grudging heart; then because of this the LORD your God will bless you in all your work and in everything you put your hand to.

GOD bless you each and every one...