I don’t want to die like this

This is so I can afford rent and my car and just to take care of myself since I don’t have a family and had to move to leave sexual abuse. [REDACTED] groomed me. I remember physical abuse starting at age 5 and sexual abuse happening around the age of 8 and it NEVER stopped. Last time I remember him hurting me was at 26 years old. I’ve never been able to escape him because of financial reasons since he didn’t charge me rent. I have autism too so it was easier to prey on me. The pandemic helped me with the unemployment checks and free time to plan an escape. I escaped since everyone always said why doesn’t she leave? But now I’m over 100k in debt from living expenses from escaping. I’m just in a new prison except it’s financial. In order to prevent myself from becoming homeless I’ve been escorting/sleeping with strangers to help pay rent. I’m really trying to stay alive. Anything helps. I’m sorry I don’t want to be trapped anymore. The rest of my family won’t let me live with them, blame me, and hurt me too. I don’t have any options. I work but it doesn’t pay enough and the interest is eating me alive since I had to take out personal loans too. I don’t even have health insurance and I can’t afford food some days. Some months I pay rent late and get charged extra for it, when I buy food I get overdraft fees. My credit score went from 800 to 400 since I tried to leave him. I can’t survive, I never had a chance. Please