DeemingAmbition's FTM Transitional Liberation

This is my second attempt at trying to raise funds to help me finally be able to transition. Before they took down my original one for unknown reasons, I had a really long description, oversharing about why medical transitioning is the right thing for me to do. This time I'd like to keep it shorter as to not overshare and potentially traumadump to strangers.

I'm Eren. I always felt that my soul was male, despite being born female. This mismatch eventually turned into gender dysphoria that has followed me ever since I started puberty at almost 10 years old. It got so bad that it was one of the main reasons I almost took my own life at 13 years old, but I'm still here at 24, and I'm grateful for that. I've done alot of mental reflecting and healing from trauma over the years, and transitioning to integrate as the man I am inside is the biggest thing needed now. I've done what I can for my mental health as well as socially transitioning over the course of 10 years.

The amount I'm aiming for is based on Indiana's average pricing for top surgery, hormones, slight facial adjustments, and my legal name change combined. I may consider a hysterectomy, but skin surface surgery is already scary enough to me as is. If anything changes and I end up needing more funds, I'll just adjust it accordingly depending on what a doctor tells me, once I even get one. It hasn't been easy for me to raise these funds on my own, because I am autistic with a chronic sciatic nerve issue in my leg that makes working high-paying hard jobs nearly impossible for me to work at, and we all know how unfair most jobs are with pay being inadequate. Rent and bills add up, and most jobs don't give any breathing room to save any money after paying them. Inflation hasn't helped with that either.

I'm eternally grateful for any donations, regardless of amount. If you see this and can't donate, sharing my fund with people who can help is also appreciated.