Operation "Happy Mother's Day!"

It has been my deepest desire, the greatest & most vivid dream to open myself up as a vessel for a new or old soul to pass through...to realize love and family in a way I have only imagined. Everything I have done in my life has been to create & cultivate fertile ground for a little spirit to grow, from what I eat, where I live, how I live. I found out pretty early that I would have great difficulty conceiving but took steps to go forward to start a family until my first husband passed away. I was re-married with plans to go through the necessary procedures to conceive. The dream to have children was differed for 10 years...one of the irreconcilable differences that caused divide in the marriage & eventually lead to divorce. I kept hoping, praying, dreaming to have children. Though without a partner (& now 10 years older than when I met my husband) it seemed hopeless. I took a leap of faith to meet with a fertility clinic. I went through a battery of tests to be able to use my own eggs for Invitro Fertilization. I was told by my gynecologist that my body was 10 years younger than my chronological age. I was excited! In the meantime, I was preparing my life & building a peaceful home for my future child (children). A year later that clinic informed me that there has been a mistake & they've a policy not to use the eggs of women over a certain age. My heart was broken. I had already wasted a year. My dear friend who just had twins through Invitro Fertilization recommended her clinic & doctor to me. I made an appointment, went through more testing. I was over the moon to get my results back. I guess my gynecologist was right! I was approved to use my own eggs. I celebrated, cried tears of joy that I can go forward to have children. I've started this campaign because my health insurance covers some medications but not all of the procedures. It's a very difficult ask but I need to try, exhaust every resource to realize my deepest desire. I don't want to have regrets, don't want to leave this earth with out at least trying, doing whatever I can to reach for my dream. For me, time is of the essence now. I can no longer wait for the perfect situation...my body doesn't care if I'm married or partnered. So, I'm going out on a limb, taking a huge leap of faith to ask for assistance...any contribution to help me realize the incredible gift of motherhood.